Every sound has a visual !!

this habit of his back then.....

the waaaaaay he had that love fascination of imagining places talking bout places to be wit that particular sound playing....

like still driving around in the city and some chillout sound starts to play and the way he would just smile awaaaay with the vibe of teh sound and then look at you and say iss song pe apan waha honaa thaa....

and before you know that one turn sudden and there you were on the highway off to somewhere.... place where the sound takes him...

its that same almost similar thing that youve been living with his music.... like the sec some sound that makes you allows you to feeel him the most there is that one visual of his that pops up with that specific sound...

and this one song you did love back then for some other reason when he asks you that question similar one the character from the movie asks the female lead what if someday she wakes up and realizes there was no him in her life what would she do then.... something like that from the movie....

and a week or so after the movie release in some skype call he asks a similar question for the second time.... what if someday there is no him in your life and you just look at him and tell him that you could never find the answer for it ever since the first time back then when he did ask you the same.... maybe you could never learn to live that way !!

tears rolling write away and there him smiling away that one peculiar smile of his.....

again it was an answer he already knew would be from you !!

everytime he mentions smthing like this he definitely knows thats something you could never possibly live with...

like that one Him in your life no matter what or how, thats one constant that can never change..... no matter what !!

its just the way of love now after this time that has changed.....

when you no longer need him want him or any of that.... but to just be with the love that you have live for him.....

to just live with loving Him...!