Sometimes you are just this lost in the head u don't feel a thing think a thing just that numb....
Just that one question and that feeling it comes with every year...
That one familiar feel familiar longing that one familiar sound of the words and you just go that numb every year.....
What do you want for your birthday from your mom is when you realise it's your birthday month..
Priorities when you manage to remember just the dates that mean life to you!
Everything else just blurs away in the mind!
That one question again, head out to your place his sound of music playing this lil on n off windy now.....look arpund and suddenly all the lights go out except that one street light down...
Lile it blacks out for a sec complete black out and just that one street kiyht as you look down!
Him standing there you in the balcony and that unsaid missing that you coild feel in his presence.....the way it almost felt like he just wanted you to come away with him....
Cause that's exactly what he did say just before leaving that nite I just wish I could take you away from everything else and just keep you with me...never leave you back here again!
The waay he just stood there under the street light almost early hours of the morning ...
Just stood there looking up at you and you living that missing of his.....
That nite you did tell him to take you away and he just nods back it was that feeeeling charlie like to think of it now there were many hints that he was dropping already.....it also did make you feel smthing...like u know that feel when smthinf just feels that tad bit different not like the usual.....but whoo hota nai you never are really prepared for the worse!
And this you definitely weren't EVER!!!!!!
Cause that was the only first and only thing ever you were that sure about in your life - Him...
Donno how this moment here him from that very nite..... Shortest chaddi messy beauuuutiful hair and that one adoorable sleepy face that refused to leave...just that stare just that wait!
U even call him asking if he wanted you to come down and he just nods and hangs up and again stays there still watching you....
Lile he didn't want to talk nothing just stay there , even that meet moments after the way he just holds you away and just keeps looking at you....you try to go close he moves you away and just watches you... like he just had to live your details holding your hand....
It all was that beautifully different that night...
No wonder that one terrace too one of your most loved places!
One of those closer hideout opera of yours!
This moment here you donno why of all the moments that one , that one nite....
Smthings nai!
Nites like these...!
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