Tuesday 26 November 2019

Moments to live through...

like when the start was like this you for sure dint know what followed after....

lilst of moments beige chaddis his blue n red stripe t shirt bullet crossing you listening to lucky ali and to that line kitni haseen zindagi and a random man talking on the fone prolly on the bike lifts one hand in the air with a praise like movement....

as random as this lilst of moment puts a smile on you cause in your heart all of you on the inside was that just that happy waking up to that presence of his....

like anything at all lilst of traces of his presence was making you happy.....

the blue billboards saying its time for blue passing by that shopper stop petrol bunk that says i o c but to you that o becomes heart c like these crazy random moments and you were just that all the more and just like that lost in all things him.....

lilst moments of magic absolute magic and most of them today you dont remember now.... cause there were that many of them.....

to this another highlight one being seeing this board of movie tht says beach ready Chetan...

to almost every corner around you could see these movie posters of the same and that feeeeeeeeeling ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa everywhere around his name i say !!!!!!!!

like no matter where you look where you read its him all you read....

it was just making you that happy.....

is when you realize relive and realize this is your happiness this is what completes you.....

this version of love thsi version of him that you have with you....

pata hai charlie there must have been a zillion times that it made you wonder why despite of wanting to see him the most in your life like nothing else, why couldnt you just say yes that day......

that version of him is smthing you dont know anymore.....

and maybe that day dint really want to see either....

it was different, dint feel yours...

in your mind this version of his and in this version the love of his still there for you, just for you, is how you want to live it with.....

it strangely weirdly madly still feels just yours in your mind as you live through these moments or live him through the dreams..... it still feels just yours !!

it in a way shocks you not just surprises you, cause its his face in the crowd all you search for every sec out almost....

hoping wishing in some corner you find him see him for a bit almost every second when out.....

no matter where you are even if its not closeby still looking for him kahi thooo to just find him live him...

just that one face in the world, just that one him in the world for you...

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