Tuesday 26 November 2019

Beyond the this and the that !!

there is this lil world that lies waaaaaaaaaaaaay beyond breathes waaaaaaaaaaayyyy beyond the this and the thats of the ordinary world living breathing around you...

its this lil world inside of you thats all Him...

its the world you come home to every day.......

wait for it and it happens everyday that you come home to !!

like before actually walking into that lil world of yours there is this weird empty hollow pain like feel that you feel inside your stomach..... so much so it aches, real bad !!

but all this is until you actually finally manage to get some shut eye....

like always never really know when you fall asleep but its that world that you finally land in.... knowing just knowing this is where youll find him, again !!

like always, every nite, almost, pretty much every nite !!

its here that you find him its here that he stays wants you to stay misses you kisses you holds you talks to you in words you dont really remember most of the times, but like the place you always come home to and waiiiiiiit for it to land you in.....

just so you could be with him, this time for as long as YOU wish to !!!!!!!!

like its completely upto you again smthing completely different and exactly opposite to the reality of it..... like its all upto you for as long as you can hold yourself and not make any of those sudden movements no matter how deliciously delicious he looks or no matter how close you feel his presence his touch his voice his daaaaadi no matter what to just hold yoruself away from making those sudden movements that again make him disappear.....

this one lil world that you come home to, waaaaaaaaaay beyond the this and the thats.....

says who, you gotta live a life just like how everybody thinks to be lived like.....

this him that you have now that you come home to pretty much completes makes up fro the hollowness that runs through the day, the only bad it dosnt really stay after the waking up...

thats when these lilst of moments that your day is filled with, sort of in a way makes up for it !!

beautiful, very, if you think of it now...

a place where he is still, just as he was..... or maybe loves you more now wants you to stay makes you wanna stay holds you to stay talks to you to stay !!

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