this prolly was smthing you felt for the very first time in your life.....
this feeling was new for the first time that you felt ever !!!!!
and was the strongest !!!!!!!!!
last 2-3 days this weird first time feel of just being cared bout cared for....
maybe that familiar feeling that he went through back then...
when you weirdly were that tired of being taking care of things and not being cared bout.....
like there was that strong need to be cared for cared bout.....
like to just be cared bout, not sure where and how did it come from....
but like been feeling this very strongly last 2-3 days....
maybe it was his dream that made you miss him that bad and then to relive that feeeeeeeeeel of being loved !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just being loved by him !!!!!!!!!!!
like maybe that was the start or wheer it came from...
but the last few dasy were that bad...
busy in a good way with the setting up of the place and all but this one strange never felt kinda feeling that was only growing with each passing day..... dint feel right weirdly hurting and yet not hurting kinda feel.....
to just be cared bout !!!!!!!!!!
exact feel exact same word that kept ringing through you last 2-3 days....
and today waiting at the dye wala cause the masterji couldnt pick up stuff and you wait for it to be done sitting on the terrace kinda thing and these birds with their beautiful flight again making you relive him as they sway across the sky......
and that need to just hear him and you head over to his other channel to play his chill list and these few new likes....
again cause that one you rarely see unlike his other khufiya channel that you almost see many times through the day too.....
and this one track THAT ONE BEAUTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and the only word statement feel to describe what and how it made you feel - most beautiful form of pain...
His sound of music i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this feeling was new for the first time that you felt ever !!!!!
and was the strongest !!!!!!!!!
last 2-3 days this weird first time feel of just being cared bout cared for....
maybe that familiar feeling that he went through back then...
when you weirdly were that tired of being taking care of things and not being cared bout.....
like there was that strong need to be cared for cared bout.....
like to just be cared bout, not sure where and how did it come from....
but like been feeling this very strongly last 2-3 days....
maybe it was his dream that made you miss him that bad and then to relive that feeeeeeeeeel of being loved !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just being loved by him !!!!!!!!!!!
like maybe that was the start or wheer it came from...
but the last few dasy were that bad...
busy in a good way with the setting up of the place and all but this one strange never felt kinda feeling that was only growing with each passing day..... dint feel right weirdly hurting and yet not hurting kinda feel.....
to just be cared bout !!!!!!!!!!
exact feel exact same word that kept ringing through you last 2-3 days....
and today waiting at the dye wala cause the masterji couldnt pick up stuff and you wait for it to be done sitting on the terrace kinda thing and these birds with their beautiful flight again making you relive him as they sway across the sky......
and that need to just hear him and you head over to his other channel to play his chill list and these few new likes....
again cause that one you rarely see unlike his other khufiya channel that you almost see many times through the day too.....
and this one track THAT ONE BEAUTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and the only word statement feel to describe what and how it made you feel - most beautiful form of pain...
His sound of music i swear !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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