Settling in!!!!!

 Ahhhhh this time of the nights this looooove for the chill in the air and the smell of all him in the air as you breathe…..

Like you were just that happy to see his work coming soon stay for a bit in the balcony with a huge smile on something’s nai that level of sudden something they fill you up with is just beauuuuuuuty to another level……

To now settling into write the yesterday lights out socks on and notice the new sock on so put back the lights on cause they were the dinosaur socks like you just had to today cause dinosaurs are now the symbol of your missing him like that’s how much the missing is by now……

Dinosauraous missing I say!!!!!

Soooo yaaahhhhhh yesterday dealing with too much work nonsense by the end of the day your mind just wanted to hide away for a bit into all things him and that’s when your mom calls you asking if can head out for some fruits and stuff…pick her up and straight away to necklace road it had to be……

Like you find immediate peace when there that feeeeeeeeelof him every single time when there looking up at the trees like you still feel him over your neck……him driving and as you just bout being your head out to check the trees the waaaaay he takes the car closer to the tree and you a lil more out of the window and the waaaaaay he would hold onto the end of your kurta or whatever that you are wearing and just watch you….like this one time you feel the pull on your kurta and just watch him the car was that slow and the waaaaaaaaay he was looking at you with that huge smiiiiiiile on…….and that very second that feeeeeeel in you what were you even doing watching the trees when HE was there before you and you get back in and just watch him and the waaaaaaaay he chuckles over it in ishaara asking what’s up cause by then he gets all conscious you staring him away ayyyaaaaaaaaa even as you write now and relive that one expression of his he truly truly entirely was your heart I swear this feeeeeeel now!!!!!!

Every single time he used to make that face he was your complete heart that one face that one expression of his and the more you write and relive now ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one fellow I swear!!!!!!!