Reflection!!!!

 Reflecting over the past few days how the random moments of magic you are still sprinkled all over!!!!!

This vibe of some state of mind with goooood music playing lights out and a ice full glass of gin......even with a fever on last few days!!

But this is one thing that always ALWAYS happens when you miss him this way......

It's tooooo much to write and also you don't want to go in that weird zone of mind and stay on this side that feels better than that one...

Work changes routine changes hair changes and still trying to settle with that though everybody else loves it but you srill need to get your head around it luterally!!!!

To few days back or checking almost everyday yo yo ranks on number 1 another one of those his joys becoming yours after having watched it over 7-8 times now and alwayspqysing away when his name comes and proudest joyyyyest smile always comes on.......I swear the waaaaaaaay otakes youfeeel every single time iskist beyond!!!!!!

To seelcing ipad or phone for work purposes again cause you'd been ediringpj phoneand now have chashma so wanted to upgrade and check the phinetoo and see the song of his firatrains post come away with me Norah Jones track on the phone screen........

Of all the tracks when back then him sharing the same with you many others tracks too and thus one he posts recently last year I guess tothusvery track on the phone when checking it out.......

To q chrisas cake called opera to being out a friend at Inorbit mall and she talmingsomeyhjng and you just looking out at the fly over relvijfing him away again one of those habits you just can't help cause that place too has tooooo many corners of him!!!!!

To q night like this cause the day tooooo today did bring him along and HOWWWWW!!!!!!

Some moments nqi it's just about the way they make you feel on the inside like nothing else priply could !!!!!!!