Himhiiiiighd!!!!!!

 This beauuuuuuty of some mornings you wake up with and even with no himcoming that moooood snoozing the alarm away still on bed to just live him away on WhatsApp and have a sleep talk literally just watching him there…….and still talking to him you actually sleep for a bit as it was a very very late night working and writing him……

And that feeeeeeel even after waking up from that 5-10 mins nap no himcoming but still that hiiiigh on him……getting ready for work as had to be at work early for some appointments and mid way the new househelo kranthi is a die hard romantic with her ringtones like every other day there’s another romantic track ringing…..today there was this Telugu track but the initia sound of it pulls you away to all things him with this another track you had found months back……some movie your mom was watching and this track plays and you were in another room the vibe of the track and the line kanulo ni roopame eyes with your beauty is all you could understand to here and there words with bhaasha and stuff…..but that line stayed with you!!!!!

It’s strangely the whole vibe of the track takes you always back to these two moemnts him leaving for Bangalore in his room with just you and him and the Holi day with him again……

The waaaaaaaaay packing his clothes he would still keep coming around you and hold you by your waist just stay for a bit and get back to his packing laptop stuff…..and still checking his other shirts asking him to take that too instead of this and he would again come hold you stay on your shoulder and keep saying nai hora merse kya kare like you literally had to push him to pack his stuff……that one feeeeeel the way he keeps taking you to the mirror side of his room and just hold you and see your reflection with him like he was saving that visual away with him for the days he was going to be away for…

Like he does that multiple times just standing there holding you and seeing you with him the same on Holi too…..like this track is all bout those moments with him that beauuuuuty of him and everytime you listen to this it’s that visual of him with you the restless missing sound of his voice as he keeps whispering away in your ears……

Like you just couldn’t get ready and instead switch to working out like you just had to…….to this other his track of tabu and ayyyyaaaaaaaaaa this beauuuuuuty of living him feeeeeeling him away with his music….

Post workout loving every bit of the him yo yo singaaaaaaa to that most loved moments himversions…

How dooooo you even feeeeeeeeeel him away like this as you move as you stretch that sense of him that onenvisual on loop against his bathroom wall him holding you and stopping in between the chummi as you open your eyes him right there with his face a lil away and just watching you and that weirdly beauuuuutiful feeeeel from wanting more of him in his chummi to being watched by him you asking more…..to the way after a few chuckles of his the waaaaaay he would come close his forehead over yours and just look you in the eye with that one smiiiiiiiiile of his and slow whisper karely kya horaaaa……even writing now that echo of his voice saying it right now!!!!!!!

This was his one of his habits he would do and today as you move stretching with your head down all you could feeeel live was his face his forehead his skin his smile his lashes touching yours away……like this one moment on loop and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of him the way it was moving you making you touch your own face neck arms away cause that’s how strongly you feeeeeeel him through n through!!!!!!

It was magical almsot!!!!!!!

Something’s you live and now write and it’s like playing all over again!!!!!!!!!!

The waaaaaaaay it all makes you re realise why it’s always been him, this beauty of becoming someone’s, this beauty of eventually becoming someone you Love…!