Ironic mornings!!!!!

 This major missing when you don’t wake up with a himcoming!!!!!

Like it reflects in your overall mood that one feeeeeeel of not having met him hits max!!!!

U feel off you look off that stage of mind getting ready for work into the kitchen for coffee straight.. at the kettle still that thing in mind if he does put a story of trailer out on WhatsApp too like he did for Instagram you might like it and he doesn’t post , it was that self lost talk mode you were on and your mom on call with her sister who has suddenly decided to be friends with her after all these years……and the second she mentions Versova on the call regarding something and that one feeeeeeeeeeel in you in the kitchen close your eyes and there he is amidst the smoke as the smoke starts to clear his face emerges through eyes high that lil smile on him him looking his gorgeousuuuuuuu best in that knit kinda sweatshirt the way the fabric hangs on his body the waaaaay his face looks that high and BEAUUUUUUUUUTOFUL at once…….

And immediaaaaately switch off the kettle head to the workout like you just HAD TO!!!!!!!

It was a straight up strength and dance session today missing the cardio cause you were in that rush and that feeeeeeeeeeel as you stretch the first stretch itself there he was on his couch as he drops you to live that beauuuuuuty of him the aaaaay he would adoooooooorably chuckle first looking at you sinking into the couch of his and the waaaaay he would lean over and come closer slowly frame by frame not ekdum se…….

That beauuuuuuuuty of him to live his details charlie how you used to loooooooooooooove it like more than first feeling him on your skin you loooooooooved how he felt right through the eyes too through your senses each n every sense in you living him away feeeeeeeeeling him away from a distance when he was just bout to come close like you looooooved those seconds before too…

It’s like you could sense him divingfff away inside of you without even touch of him as yet…it’s that feeeeeeeeel of becoming all him you lose that sense of yourself lose the sense of the surrounding sound any visual around and it’s just him and all HIM in that moment…

His eyes his smile his cheek his chin his forehead the way the strands of hair fall on his forehead as it goes messy the way his arms move hands almost reaching out to you his body just bout to fall over you it’s those seconds before and how you looooooooooooved trippin over him in those few seconds too…to that need to listen to his music from then random rab lace was for Skype too like concentric circles one…

U loooooooved getting high on him with this track playing in your headset him on the screen fooking his psy beedi away and the waaaaaaay he would tell you how I would love to scan your brains right now to know chalta kya tere dimaaaag mein right now when you watch me like this…

It’s always been him the source the feeeeeel the mode the love the life to getting high….. the waaaaaay it makes you come alive it’s that feeel charlie when you just knowwwwwww it’s this bas THIS IS It There is to it kinda feeeeeel everytime you lived him…

Today to feeeeeeeeel him with you from today and also as you close your eyes to live him the Versova one moving with you on his couch doing sometimes nothing but taking those swirls over sometimes falling off the couch him lifting you up and again doing the same his face closest to yours your hair over his face it’s that closeness and the waaaaaay he was loving living it away that way just chuckling away sometimes and sometimes just the stare…

that sense of belonging and knowing that’s where you belong…!

All it took today get this him highddddddddddd like right now too was the term Versova and how you missed it that baaaaaadly away!!!!!!

To seeing yourself post the him highhhd session face red hair wild and also one of those last few times you are seeing your hair like this……red or brown finallllly balayage colouring it also what has been on your mind lately!!!!!

This beauuuuuuty this looooooooove to get high on him like this…