Daaaays!!!!!

 When you wake up with THAT much him like that much him in that kinda way that you wake up breathe less it’s that viiiiiiibe of him the sound of him him moving him pushing him breathing that way him looking that way and it becomes a Himcoming like that one after very very long!!!!!!!

It’s that change in you in just the way you wake up breathing high still high on him surprisingly him in a white shirt and still a himcoming like THAT one!!!!!!!

It’s that waaaaaaaaay he first moves slow almost as if dancing and then holds you pulls you and moves along with you and from thaaaaat to another transition even before you make sense of it……

To still getting up making sense of the day and vishu calls up saying she was in India and wanted to meet up and it’s been years and meet her over coffee…..

The first thing she says is you have become prettier but you were happier then cause the last time prolly was when you were at Nacharam and it also was most special cause it was same time around you were meeting him more often post bup…..and ofc had to be happier then!!!!!

To when getting the card out take the wallet out and she notices his picture in your wallet and that one feeeeeeeel everytime you see that pic of his……his passport size pic from the some children’s film festival he had to enroll for for family and he had to put those pictures on each form for his family and he takes out his and the waaaaaaay it makes you that happy the waaaaay he looks that beauuuuutofully wild and gorgeous messy hair burgundy tee saying so late and how laaaaateeeeeee now it feels like…….seeing your face watching his picture he gives that to you and says khush reh cause he exactly knew how much that meant to you!!!!!!

And no matter how many wallets change there’s always this one pic of his inside and today she notices that and you nod saying no questions discussions pls like you did mention this before hand itself bout not asking any question related to this…….

To just random talks bout the walks in the evening there with her and stuff but your mind was playing him all back those evenings just bout texting him him planning to meet and sometimes the way talking to him used to take you on longer walks not realising it’s been over 2 hours since you’d been walking cause post talking to him you always needed that moment to yoruself…and you looooved it around the apartment there was this temple and you would take long walk around it with that feeeeeeel of him rushing through you…

It’s this beauty charlie of living a moment somebody talking something completely else but in your mind as it was the same time around you are living your most loved moemnts through that time…and the more times she mentions 2015 and all you could feeeeel live away smile away to was HIM!!!!!!