Opera!!!!!!!

 Not sure if it’s too much missing or it actually was a himcoming and not just your mind himtripping away!!!!!!!

Like you open your eyes and see it’s still night out and looking to the left it was like in middle of nowhere and his voice the sound of him saying should’ve got chips along nai and look to your right there he was ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa THERE HE WAS!!!!!!!!

In a heart of yours shirt THE BLACK shirt!!!!!!

Looking down in some bag for something to eat and you just live that beauuuuuuuty of him still saying something but it’s that feeeeeel when you are toooooooo deeeeep into a visual thing you lose sense of the sound cause that’s how much you are soaking away the visual it was the same exact vibe……him from today though lil lil daaaadi hair still messy short shirt his style wide open the way he was doing the kid talk pouting his lips away………some music playing the guitar strings and strings and howwweeeeeeee!!!!!!

Hold his face and go to his side of the car over him and him screaming areeee mera bag hai neeche lemme put aside first and you just couldn’t the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he looks in that moment shocked and still smiling his happiest smile awaaaaay……..hold his hand away as he tries to hold you and just do it his way lean over him more to chummi him and then just don’t and a lil away and u the waaaaaaaaaaay he smiiiiiles away that beauuuuuuuutifully slowly whispering away still pouting his lips aisaaaaa mera style copy karti and you just nod cause you couldn’t say a word beyond him to just live him every detail of him that waaaaaaay YOUR HEART AND LIFE right there I say!!!!!!!!!

As you go closer the waaaaaaaaay he stops smiling and looks even more beauuuutiful and you finally tell him kitaaa wait Kari to say this again you are beautiful and the waaaaaay he chuckles away saying say it again say it your way and the way it sounds that familiar the way he says it the tone of his voice asking you to say it again your way and you do, take 2 tell him again you are beauuuuuutiful and the waaaaaaaaaaaay even in the middle of finishing the word beauuuutiful he kisses you away……..the waaaaaaaaaaaay he does even as you write now was like literally taking you off and away closest to him like literally pulling closer by the chummi!!!!!!!!!!

It’s that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of deeeep diving away into him kinda feeeeeeeel and you wake up head in the pillow!!!!!!

His eyes his smile his nod his lips his entire being in that visual in that moment the way all of him to every bit of him the waaaay he moves the sound of his voice even as you write now GORGEOUS MADNESS I say!!!!!!!

It’s the waaaaaaaay it brings the actual you alive and HOWWWEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

Had to had to feeel him more get in the workout dancing max moving max finding this new gorgeous music that elevates the whole himtrip experience this morning!!!!!!

The place looked like same opera back then but the him was from the now……..the whole moment experience of living him was the now you this missing him version of you the more you write and relive him from that moment ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa said it before can say it over a zillion times more love him LOOOOOOOOVE every bit of him!!!!!!!!!!!

Even the sound of his chuckle ayyyaaaaaaaaaa the way it makes you happiest even him looking in the bag for food and complaining bout carrying chips or something to eat that kid tone of his voice pure LOOOOOOOVE I say!!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa another day another morning another missing like this one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If he only had the sliiiiiiiightest idea I swear!!!!!!!

This you today refusing to tame down tone down like even the music the dance the vibe of today to the moves along with him today post workout has been one gorgeous madness I say!!!!!!!