Him=LOOOOVE!!!!!!

 Those initial days of teaching at the school and you were working on your telgu those days to communicate better and that day at his place bringing the lunch dabbas from his kitchen to his room the first thing he asks you as you were placing the plates and dabbas serving him the lunch tho kitta telgu bolri seekhi kuch…..speak to me in telgu something and you say something and he speaks back in telgu saying baigan you know and stuff and after lunch searching for something to watch on his laptop you getting the water he asks you to say something in telgu again you do say something and the waaaaay him still looking at the laptop asks you to say something again coming a lil closer to him and you go closer to his leg on his side of the bed and say something in telgu daaaaamn can’t remember what it was the waaaay he puts the laptop aside and in ishaara asks you to come over his lap and you do asks you to say again and as you were saying something holds your lip with his hand asks you why does your lip do this while saying another language even back then you used to do this with your lip saying beautiful your way……and laughs away saying meri stops and then continues telgu mein accent marti and still holding your lip looks you and asks you to say it again…….it’s that whole of him in tat moemnt like he was going back in time you were shocked on the inside how did he manage to remember that tiniest detail bout how your lip moves saying a specific word after all that while and distance…like on the outside you do your best to not react cause he wouldn’t share it then seeing your excitement over it……the waaaaaaay he brings his face closer holds you closer and looks you in the eye raising his eyebrow asking what’s up say again that very moment charlie I swear it’s like there are these snapshots of him from moments like these this clear in your eyes like even right now as you write close your eyes for a bit the waaaaaaaaaay he is right there in that very space you on him his face that closest to you looking you in the eye giving you the feeeeels away…..

It’s the way he stops from saying meri gf smiles away knowing you did get what he was bout to say and also why he stopped and then anyway continues the line away bout your accent…..asks you to say Nacharam again chal dekhe if you say it correctly now cause he did try teaching you how to say it right the earlier meet……and that close to him his face that close to yours you say it and the waaaaay he just looks at your lips moving his tiniest lil facial expression charlie I swear it’s like lil beauuuuuuuutiful framework of an art like one frame after the other moves it’s one detail after the other his features move like first it’s the waaaaaay his eyes change that sparkle that almost high stare in his eyes to the way he blinks to next the way he would hold his lip tilt his face a lil that lil beautiful shake in his shoulder like one frame one feature after the other to the way his hands the way they move over you the way he would keep going back n forth with his face like come a lil closer and then move away and then just watch you get restless over it and smiiiiiile that smile of his……

This mind right now the more you write and relive him from then!!!!   

THIS MIND RIGHTTTTTTT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!