What do you do now!

 Evrything you feel now espcially after waking up with his presence like today this feeeeling now what do you do now!!!!!

Cause living him from that up close with moments like these even writing it now what do you do!!!!!

It feels different now it's this beautiful high that comes with that series of ironic whispers back of your mind...and tha very second a bike passes by in the jam with a backpack on that says Priority...

To that kid in the lift who looked almost like him from his bachpan wala foto and again the smile on that you stay on 7th floor but you go all the way with the kid to the 20th floor just to live that feeling for longer....almost felt like living that moment of his bachpan with the kid standing there looking up at you and just smiling away you don't talk a word cause in your head it was all him that you were living in your mind with his music still playing.....

Moments dreams you just donno!!!!!!

This you right from the start of thebday today you keep smiling beech beech mein as your manager talks bout work sipping away cofeee and your mind with that song trip on and him on your mind looking away at the road watching a VW passby smile away a lil more.....some feeeels you just allow yourself to live away knowing it just might hurt you more but this feeel charlie you struggle to hide not think away....today you just let yourself be cause that's how and what he made you feel like with his presence and how!!!!!

Just couldn't get that smile off i say!!!!!

Beautiful madness...!