Him!!!!!

 This him high you've been since morning!!!!

When you relive moments from the dream to the ones lived for real with him it's the way it used to make you feel charlie like almost every nerve in you evry cell in you dancing away feeling to the fullest the most alive most awake and yet that beautifully slow.....it's like you feel everything most around in you and yet lose sense of everything else but Him...it's like just that moment just that presence of him and rest woooosh blur!!!!!

That same way of looking at you that evening in the car the way that same face that same look but with words this time this morning.....even writing it now strangeky Aaj kall it feels more madness for you to be still feeling all this still living him in dreams feeling him in dreams like how this is still happening you still try your best to get a hold on but this one thing charlie has always been this way ever since the start no matter what you do anything ANYTHING slightest of him and the way it transforms you away and HOW!!!!!

All of us have that one thing in life if you are that very lucky that one thing that means to you like nothing else could would that one thing that can affect you in the most beautiful way or the worst way too like that one thing in life like nothing else.....makes you feel the way you do!!

To you the first time was him and it's always remained that way ever since the start...

Living the you today ever since the waking up you feel this all the more relate with this realisation all the more today....like nothing else ever can!!!!!

Everything you've ever felt, everythhg you still feel...!