Moments!

 From that moment to staying a lil longer the words sounds conversation moments and that feeel of him even more.....there's that beauty in stillness in moments of nothing and yet you feel so much feel so connected with something....like all of you with that sense of most you in that moment!!!!

Like suddenly something makes that much sense even when all you are doing is just sitting in some place connecting reconnecting with a certain thought or a moment passing by.....

Same conversation continuation at the studio where she mentions bout the incident and stuff and you just be with the work and that same feel still on your mind...

To another moment and that rush of the dream from yesterday it's that feeeeeel charlie the way these moments in your present day connect you with the dream and the after feel of it....you just can't hide away from!!!!!

TO this morning too similar dream again and that feeeeeel right after it the way it just stays with you at work post work with that sudden meeting with another client at concu as you were out already....

A friend of a friend with sudden event she had to discuss something at concu for late they leave manager leaves you stay for a bit longer....evenings there are even more beautiful there is crowd definitely but to just be with his music the lights around the nite sky above with that feeeeel of him again.....some places when you really like it's like your way of living it with him cause thatsbhow bad you miss him being around places things you love...to live it share it with him and your way of doing so filling it up is with his music .....

Ur order comes over is when you unplug the music to ask something and this one word what now you tell me what do I do!!!!!

Music back in and the word stayed with you!!!!!

Dreams on loop the way the feeels rushes have gone on an all time high the missing growing with evry sec with every dream loop playing replaying through the day too.....been missing him everything bout him that THAT much to that moment today when you hear those words...

That sudden feeeeel charlie with all these feels what do you even do.....maybe all these years there was that someday definitely in you in some corner still thinking he is busy with work some day some day year after year.....but what and how he did mention bout things the way he did this time felt different!!!!!!

It like suddenly changed everything away!!!!!!

That one some day ringing through your moments dreams wishes suddenly it was like being hit with a delete......and suddenly you are lost!!!!!

It's weird nai when you still live moments and more importantly the kind of dreams the ways of living him in the dreams the kind of conversational whispers you hear of his and then to recall what he said and how do you even accept that digest that fact away!

How do you do that!!!!!!!