Sound of Him!!!!!

 There’s this beauuuuuty of this time of the year every single year for years now and the nights somehow are your most loooved!!!!!

Cause the waaaaaaaays they bring him along mainly this time of the year and it’s always been THIS magical…

Evenings bring him standing near the car just after dropping you waiting sometimes outside sometimes inside waiting for your palat moment just before entering your apartment gate and the waaaaaaaaaaaay it always used to bring that one special smile on him and then would turn the car around or if late night meets or dropping you till the door that corner of the most loved stairs spot you standing there and him downstairs near his car wait for those few seconds sending you a flying chummi and then get in the car…..to the nights bringing his sound of voice along like this clear his voice still that clear on the phone……from his chuckles to his random talks to him singing some song for you to his sleep sounds……ayyyyaaaaaaaa that was your most favourite the waaaaaay he would still continue talking even in his sleep lips going blub blub words unclear but that feeeeeeeeeel of him in his voice and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaays it always used to make want to run to him and hold him away kiss him away that very moment it’s that adoooooooooorable kid in him that used to come out almost falling asleep to those sounds of him still sleeping and you hang up with a happy heart every single time looking up thanking up above for Him in your life…

To his call again complaining bout you hanging up while he still wanted to feel closer to you sleeping…..to his sound of voice whilst hugging you the waaaaay he would always pull the neck of your kurta a lil away and then place his face there rub his face a lil there still holding you and make that one sound…..

It’s that very moment that you still live him with in dreams actually from now on it’ll be himcomings not dream cause those moments are too real to be just a dream…

The waaaaaaaaaaaaay he would hold you and do that and making that one sound your COMPLETE heart right there……to his random things he loved doing wrestling with you on his bed or in his car the hand hit play of his who hits the hardest itsbthese lil things that your evenings are filled with this time of the year…like you change shower and stuff and play something on tv play his music on the floor with a iced water glass working on edits or some work and this rush of him like lilst things bout him howwwweeeeeee you love just reliving them away and akele akele smiling away laughing over something away sometimes and then look around cause it was a loud one…

To mornings now even with no himcoming there is now a himcoming every morning eyes still not ready to open and that need to live him away and the very first thing your heart goes hayeeeeeeeeee this one fellow I swear….his same pic on insta doesn’t do justice to howwwwwwwww beautiful he looks on WhatsApp zoomed version…

His eyes his nose his daaaaadi his messy wild hair his lips smaaaaaaaaacking I say that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel like looking right into your soul kinda stare……

It’s like everytime you see him be it this picture or other it’s the waaaaay there’s always His sound to the picture something saying and the more you are writing out this state of mind lately the more crazy it sounds…but charlie like that saying goes there are way too many ordinary things around the world LOVE shouldn’t be one of them…

Like you gottaaaa feeeeeeeeeel that deeeep dive feeeeeeeeeling into someone that you come out soaked completely and that’s when the absence doesn’t matter much…..but sure does the presence and HOWWWWEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

Even at the shoot day before when the model getting her hair done and you were tying your hair into a bun and she leans over her hair and touches your hair saying shriyaaa my hair came to I love you to your hair and you that THAT himzoned do back with your hair saying love u too…..cause that was something exactly dittttoooooo he does to your hair…

One day at his place his sister shows you a picture of him and her at some dhaba where he was bending towards her side ways his hair over her hair side ways kinda shot and you take that picture and go to his room excitedly saying how beauuuuuuutoful he looked in that picture it’s been years now and you still remember that picture the waaaaay he just looked in that one you forget in that moment you were in his sisters room and literally take the picture from her and run to his room to just tell him that……he just kissed your forehead away and you back in her room…..

That very evening soon as you are ready to head home him dropping you back he takes the car looks at you outside the gate stops it and leans over you and chummis you right outside his house and brings his head closer to yours saying with his hair I love you and do the same back with your hair I love you too….it made you THAT happpppppppy it’s the lilst things he did and made you LOVE HIM BIG!!!!!!!

Cause it’s lil if you see it but that much love wanting to live that moment with you and you didn’t even take it that way cause to you that picture was just about how beautiful he looked in that and you didn’t have any picture of his then…..to that one him ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaa he always used to say this thing bachi hai tu even being elder one am more mature somehow and he did love you like a Man…

Where to where only it went!!!!!!!!

This rush of him and with no himcoming just living him away soon as you are up in that picture that need to feel him away and had to had to get in the workout!!!!!!

This one beautiful beautiful beauuuuutiful madness to feel him with you it somehow never gets old or used to the waaaaaay it amazes you everytime you feel him on your skin him breathing against your neck as you stretch that yoga move…..it’s magical almost his music him along as you dance move and stretch it’s beyond you beyond logics to feeeeeel him away this strongly and this one sound You by Ry artist is pure madness and completely HIM!!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the waaaaaaaays you are missed aisaaaaa waisaaaaaa kaisaaaaaa kaisaaaaaaaaaa only if you had the slightest idea!!!!!!!

This rush of him this presence the way it’s made that change in you evident even the model says shriya there’s this happy glow on you it’s different mom says the same and this is something thats always been right from the start…

Himglow I say!!!!!!!