Thu thu thu!!!!!!

 When you are this happiest for reasons you don’t even know after a very VERY long time!!!!!!’

Like to live him like this in his fullest best possible and a new color this time and it has already become your most favourite thing currently on him now a khaki shirt again same softttttttest texture where you could literally feeeel away his arms beneath the shirt too……..

There’s this balcony you wake upto as you turn sides and you see him standing in a khaki shirt and beige pants and that pull in you as you look around it looked different you were hoping it to be a sea view but it was a forest view door se some music still playing like you were checking the surrounding to see if it was a dream or happening for real and you even pinch yourself to see your skin turn red and you still could see him and the waaaaaaay he turns around looks at you and then fully turns around with his back against the balcony grill and folds his arms and just looks at you with that one smiiiiiiiiiiiiile of his like your ultimate scream cue to runnnnnnnnn to him and exactly you do the same first live him a step far and the waaaaaaaay he unfolds his arms and rest over the railing behind like his way of saying check me out kinda stare and you do dooooo and howeeeeee from head to toe just living that beauuuuuuuuuty of him away his daaaaadi his skin glow in that color on him his shirt style of wearing it that way and with some breeze the way the collar of the sjirt falls farther and he raises his head and neck like looking up and raises his arms like he used to back then in the gym and security checks and then that smiiiiiiiile eve more as he looks up knowing just knowing there’s no stopping you now and the waaaaaaaaaaaaay he looks in that moment ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my favvvvbbbbb most edible form of human bird I swear!!!!!!!!!

To him and the first thing you chummi eat his neck up as he chuckles over feeling your madness for him over his neck raising his arms again as you try to reach out to tje waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he holds all of you awaaaay feeling your back away exactly how he used to and you take his face in your hand to live him him raiding his eyebrows asking what’s up and slowly kisses your hand away looking you in the eye and then kisses you that one waaaaaay he used to ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that beauuuuuuuuuuty of him I swear in that moment charlie my heart kidney everything in me right there THE LOOOOOOOOVE of your life right there in that moment ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

Something’s you relive as you write now this rushhhh of goosebumps now!!!!!!!!

It’s that visual with the music playing the brush of the breeze over him him looking a lil high and most beauuuuuuutoful the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay that one sudden transition in you and he chuckles over it saying look at you breathing this way kya hona karely and that veryytyytttytyt second that sudden excitement in you in the waaaaaay he calls you that says you that in that loooove tone of his voice you wake up……

That one state of you in that moment still confused what it was where you were cause you did pinch yoruself too to check and it was real didn’t feel like a dream cause you checked the surroundings too and that sudden confusion……

First thing to live him on WhatsApp and that feeeeeeeeel of him like seconds back this very face was right there in your hands like he was that close that one rush to get in the workout and you come out your mom asking something first thing looking at you says why is your face and lips so red asking if you had a fever on or something and that one sudden giggle you couldn’t hold it in and rush to the workout room……

Check your face and it was actually red with your lips too some feeeeeeeeeeeels nai just beyond!!!!!’nn

Get in the workout and you had to had to get in the him moves too ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this flight mode it always puts you in there’s this slow rush as you feeeeel him on your skin as you move like he is there along with you as max mad as this sounds writing it out just is the waaaay it feels him along with you feeling your arms back neck away as you stretch and move or even dance as today…..

Like it wasn’t an intense workout today just bout getting in the feeeeels today and it did howwww!!!!!!!

This morning this day today that him in that color ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mind HIMZONING and HOWEEE!!!!!!!