Sense of Him along!!!!

 What are the chances of walking into a store for some croissant and the first thing playing is cigarettes after sex track and that very feeeeeeeeel of a day feeling complete almost……that sense of him along and you just stand there at the counter blankly staring away the menu not thinking anything else but just the Him rushing through you……

And with a smile on just staring away at the wall wondering bout these moments of Him magic through your day and howwweeee!!!!!

It’s been beautifully maddening the waaaaays you’d been feeling him away since the concert all the more…..having experienced a missing in that way out there in public was beyond anything else!!

To this start of a Youday like this and how lilst of things of someone mean the world away to you is another beauty of logic…

To living that beauuuuuuuuty of him looking a mix of al things edible drool worthy and adoooorable worthy in the black tee picture of his……..also by the end of the day realising how long it’s been having lived him for real rushes throug you ……

To just sometime back again and how you missed that beloved circle over him to notice his work will be out soon and his work station has also been one of your most loved places of him to visit…

Be it back then in his room just his laptop there and you loved going throug the things around it or his diary that he leaves with you to read a scribble or two bout you in a way of his own to much later at his Dd space how you looooooooved that corner vibe of that room of his corner…..with his sheets of script scattered around his pen somewhere his guitar just around to the food dabbas around to a bar of dairy chocolate there…..knowing his post psy beedi craving for a dairy milk immediately after and now with time strangely has somehow become your habit of having one bar of same post a drink like always…

Strangely beautiful are the ways when growing in love with someone for a longer duration of time and still feels this new rush kinda feeeelinf the waaaaays it makes you feel in your stomach that goeeey mush vibe everytime you see anything bout him…now this feeeeeeeeel after SO long to live him on WhatsApp too!!!!

Some feeels just never get old or used to!!!!!

Still gives you the same or maybe more feeeels I say…!