Music…!

 The best possible way to experience yourself your deep mind or deepest feels that makes every bit of you comes alive is just possible two ways one is ofc Love and the other has to be Music…

The waaaaaay a sound at a certain level and beat can make you feel is beyond magic…

Under the open sky winter time chill in the air just like back then falling in love with him same time around and then to live an experience like this to live him all over again from the very start as the music plays like you were making video singing along a line and then stopping and just eyes shut and moving along with the sound and every feeeel for and with him…

Usually in a atmosphere like that with all couples mostky around a slight possibility to feel otherwise but you were happiest in that moment feeling him THAT strongly like literally him rushing through your veins in the mostest way possible like that fully alive…the moon above the sound the beats the lights and HIM rushing through you fully alive and most alive possible…

U were closest to the stage the music was loudest singer singing loudest and yet amidst al you could hear him talking from back then the sound of his laughter him talking him whispering him sleep talking everything all at once…

Like you come out from there THAT high on him…!

The mind the state of you that beautifully lost and quiet not a single word from you come home wine down music still playing him still rushing full speed possible through you…

It was all very different like to be able to feel live that love for him loud out after years also was another experience altogether!!!!!

Music I swear can do things away, like connect you to your truer deeper self in the most unimaginable of ways!!!!!!