Himhiiiiiiiighd!!!!!!

 Howwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeee doooo you even!!!!!!!!

This one fliiiiiiiiiight mode you are on like your feet off the ground even putting the foot on the ground I say!!!!!!

To live him like this LIKE THIS!!!!!!!

Howwwweeeeeee much you’ve missed that THAT one face in the world I say!!!!!!

The sound of his voice like this his zooooooomed up version like THIS!!!!!!

To feeeeeel him live him like this THIS!!!!!!!

It’s been one maaad maaaaad himzoneeeeeed morning I say!!!!!!

Even now this rush through you this very rush that has you feeeeeeeeling like this away!!!!!!

Trying to sleep just soo you can be up early and get in the workout so your day is set and you switch sides like after the wine there was that nap and then wake up play his music and try to sleep one side other side again repeat and this one time you think you were asleep ofc you were and this side ther was him in GUESS WHICH COLOR yassssss it was your ultimate love in black!!!!!!

Hayeeeeeeeee the waaaaaaaays this lil heart of yours feeeeels away all these feeeeeels away with him in black it just is the waaaaaaaay he looks man charlie like whowwwwwwwww!!!!!!!

And the second you see him that one drop of your heart like dhadaaaam bolke and the way he holds you leans over you and turns you to the side like a roll and again brings his face his lips closest to yours but just doesn’t touch and rolls again like one corner of the bed to the other and everytime you try to reach him he holds his face away a lil and that one smiiiiiiiiile like he as usual was luteralllllly building up that rush through you and this one time you stop him and hold his and try to chummi him and the way he pulls his lips in and it somehow makes you laugh hard the waaaaaaaaaaay he does and watching you laugh that his smile comes out and there was your chance and even before you try to he does it…….and howwwwwweeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

There’s a kiss and then there’s this one that makes you lose sense of your own self and you become the other THAT beauuuuuuuutofully!!!!!!!!

Like losing yourself in all him and howeeeeee!!!’nn

Like even writing it out now you can def sense the rush the madness in you as you write it out but it was all that and more……..his eyes his face his forehead his nose his lashes that closest to yours his daaaaadi against your cheek ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the scent of him the sense of him to live him charlie!!!!!!!!!!

Complete heart and soul I say!!!!!!!

To that sound of his voice as he whispers something again the way he does it you lose the sense of the words but just his voice his lip against your ear just that sense of him again and you say something or something it was and you wake up to your own voice loud….

The second you wake up the first thing to see beside close your eyes again and relive picturing him right there in that one shirt and maaahhhhhnnnnnnnnn the waaaaay he looks in that!!!!!!!!!

It’s only much after waking up through the workout reliving the moment you realise it was the exact same thing he did earlier too once at his Dd space and at Versova too…

Cause even in the himcoming the waaaay that moment felt that familiar even then in his Dd room as you bring food or something from the kitchen and the second you stand there yessss water it was for him and the way he holds your hand and does the same thing rolling over with you it’s like those waves charlie wild wild waves crashing through forming those huge swirly waves just before crashing ayyyaaaaaaaa that one feeeeeel every single time…….to live him that up close and that way!!!!!!!

It’s like him diving through and in you with every roll…!

This mind ever since the waking up like it’s been one crazy start tripping on his yo yo honey like that’s another thing keep doing refreshing to check when it’s releasing with his update of coming soon……that feel again his fangirl for LIFE I say!!!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa howwwwwwwww only you are being missed awaaaaaaaaaaay if you only!!!!!!!!!!