Howwweee!!!!!

 How is it possibly possible to even be this madly crazily in looooove with someone over years even with the absence and the logics and the reality’s on one side!!!!!

Like the slightest of him and THAAAAAT AMUCH him from the dreams doing this away to your mind and all of you…

At gvk for Singham and that very same second to live him from there and the second you see your most loooved circle circling over fataaak se take your moms phone running to one corner of the stairs to live him and there he was ayyyaaaaaaa in that one off white kurta and pants looking his gorgeoussssssssssssslu delicious self and cherry on top his music it did come along with his music and you alone know HOWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEE baaaaadly you miss his music along with him!!!!!!

And then there was no going back on your face and the way friend and mom same second she defining saw something read something there was something in that one second that made your face red and that smile u struggle to keep off your face……

Lil did you know you already were flashing it evidently cause you just could t help it!!!!

One ear plugged in play his track and that one misssssing himhighhhdddd party running on the inside I say!!!!!!

Like the mind was off and away to all things HIM and howwweee where even some visual of Nepal in the movie brings him along!!!!!!

String of things I swear one thing to another and that one place never NEVER gets old like every single time there still feel the same it’s him all over that place…….

U are doing your best to miss him in a veggie way and avoid the nonveggie way but ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa howdooooyouuuuevennnnnn keep your mind off when he pooora ka poooooora looks that deliciously edible lickable sluuuurpaaaable I say!!!!!!

On some days it feels pointless and you avoid seeing the other side with all your wishes and hopes flying high and just stick to the missing to the feeeeels rushing through you…..

And that one track screaming away ghar aaajaaaa and that one feeeeeeeel every single time one time he calls the next second you will be there…….this very same thought you did have when you see him unblock you on just insta and that very same day you were on talks with Pernia Bombay team for a possible collaboration to have your designs there in Bombay too and finally fix the schedule for it for December……that eventually means having to be there in Bombay then!!!!!!

And that one place is nothing but all of it is Versova to you!!!!!

Like the sound of Bombay now means only Versova…!

From what to what from where to where it went……

Just like the story too lil did you even think back then having him SO MUCH this too would happen bolke…

Back then too when he would find you living his details away even something as lil as him walking back to the car with you in it and you just living him by increasing the volume of his music playing and he would get in the car and lower the volume ALWAYS like he always liked it at a certain volume not too loud…..and you some tracks loved it loud like you know when you are one with the sound with the beat with the rhythm with the flow of the music like you literally feel it run through you as you listen to it kinda loud and the first thing he asks you is the way you look at me am not going anywhere I am yours and only yours main kidhar nai jaara……and chummis you right there outside gvk ticket counter……

Like out there in the public but in the car still and that feeeeeeel the waaaaay he looks you in the eye and smiles away and asks you to say it and you tell him you just loooooove watching him the way he walks the way he randomly looks around like to just watch him with his music playing…pats your head calls you howli to the parking lot and that’s where the chummieats your face up moments used to be there……like you could sense by the way he drives up speedily there and finds the corner most space to park it up looks around checking rechecking again and the waaaaaaaay he would take your face in one hand pulling you closer……

Agaaaaaaaaaaaaaain where to where only it went!!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaa kyaaaaaaaa thooooo bhiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!

Soooooo yeaaaaah seconds back you see this suggested post not even a page you follow and it’s this some words nai hit on another level only…