Words n visuals!!!!!!

 Some days and nights laced with all ALL n everything Him like this!!!!!!!!

After a day like that one to a night like this one from finally finding the password to Skype in that old bag of yours that you used to use with him and now reading his words his expressions like you mentioning bout his facial expression and the waaaaaaay with every word there’s that exact specific look of his that you visually live as you read the chat…….

And not a word to what how you were back then a lil now too still feeling shy reading the chat but some major embarrassing moments like with some lines you wish you could’ve said that instead of this there were too many way tooo many moments to just him calling deewani howli every single time and the waaaaaaay years after bhi you could still hear his exact tone of his voice saying it….

To the waaaaay he talks bout how he always exactly knows what your face says what your mind says what your body says without you having to tell him a word…….to that feeeeeeel again almost there almost there………..

Like this feeeeeeeel reading his words specially bout his facial wspressuons this one realisation HOW LONG it’s truly been having seen him for real his facial expressions for real him moving talking for real to breathe the same air as him feeling him touching him holding him touching his skin feeeeeling his daaadi his face to just live him how long it’s truly been……….

There are dreams of his every single night and morning you wake up now almost and then there is also a realisation like this one right now!!!!!!!!

To these two songs from the available chat as well devious one he had asked you to delete after some chat back then……

And this one you didn’t really understand much instrumental one but now years after not the starting bit but the way the track transforms that beauuuuutifully insync with that rush of the chat….

Like from being that hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighhhhhhhh on him all day long to this very you right now, long forgotten lived after so long…

this you that you, His you…!