Moments!!!!!

 It was the most hectic one sweating peak sun where the skin was burning like that bad……in between there was this beauty where your mind eyes going to that window frame his Versova room him sitting right there with the sound of his voice from the balcony chat instead talking bout but I wouldn’t like you to come to the set with me tu bas trailer and movie dekhne aana release pe mere saath cause of the whole movie set ka crowd I wouldn’t want you to come there and it’s not even easy karely dhoop mein shoot karna standing whole day it’s all difficult am telling you…….the way he was talking bout the whole thing was like he was prepping you up for tomo like his movie releasing his work his thought bout not wanting you to come to the set as it’s difficult but coming going to the release with him wanting you to come to the release with him……and that feeeeeling wiping the sweat away having that napkin in the pocket hau again right he was it’s not easy like it was that beauuuuuuuutiful to hear him in all that sound of grapher screaming at assistants the harsh max sun above his music playing through n through and that feeeeeeeeel of him suddenly brushing against your skin like a chilly breeze suddenly like it was that beauuuuuutoful that you had your smile on even with the chaos and madness around…….

It’s that feeeeeeeeeeeeel charlie that beauuuuuuty of finding him in lilst of moments and the way the model being strict one actually comments on the one expression you had on like constant smile even with the weather getting that hectic and your face turning red……cause I swear charlie on the outside it was BAD like you’ve done outdoors before but the white wall setup with the Versova window that you were adamant bout shooting there was the worse weather wise cause some technical thing the grapher mentioned bout light around white setup sun thing and you don’t get it and the guy actually stops the shot to explain the whole thing bout sunlight and white background setups like once the guy starts to talk in between shots can go on for an hour without any interruption!!!!

And the model looking at you showing you the time as we’re already behind on time and you finally and suddenly never use the word but that day was all Him and HOW!!!!

U actually say and end it with ya am a noob actually so no matter how much ever you explain I wouldn’t get it and finally back to the shot…….it was only after the grapher mentions how heard the word noob after long do you realise you actually said it out from those car chats with him and his mango calling you noob and everybody at the back laughing at you and you were just smiling looking at him not knowing what it meant as mango keeps saying she is a complete noob and the waaaaaaay he smiles even more beauuuuuutifully jsut watching you smile at him cause you actual noob thought it must be something nice and he actually warns mango not to call you noob again and that’s when you realise it wasn’t something good…….

This very thing some moments you write and relive him from that exact moment under the gym in his car him in the driving seat looking at you smiiiiiiiiling away that beauuuuuuutofully!!!!!!!!

He was and is your pooooooora ka poooooooora heart and things in between ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa miyaaaaaaaaa if you only knew how only you are being away abhiiiiii k abhiiiiii!!!!

How charloe missing this bad away doesn’t travel not even the slightest recently he has even stopped posting nothing at all and that feeeeeeeeel lately all the more recently…