Absoooolutely!!!!!!

 U are this absooooolute fan girl of him like myaaaaaaadly crazy bout him kinda fan I say!!!!!!

This beauuuuuuty of some moments amidst the recent ironies that you were slammed with lately…

This 2 year old driver you have had issues since day 1 but to find a good driving driver itself is a big deal here so you’d been adjusting to the attitude this driver had since day 1…..

Like mostly noticing the driver checking at the back when you make that lil effort in dressing specially when with meets with model or clients…..

And this time some very old staff of yours shared this with you about the driver and some other staff at workshop talking bout you how there’s never seeing meeting a guy at all ever and it’s only been girls around you and talking bout madam must be into women kinda stuff behind your back during the tea breaks at the workshop on the terrace..

And with too much nuisance you had to fire both and last few days with no driver have been difficult and then finally today finding a decent one fingers crossed!!!!!!

But yeaaaaaah amidst that feeling of you against the world post fittings for the next one the mode insists on hanging out for a bit at this brewery…..with her sister and friends for a bit as it was her sisters birthday…..head there with her the second you walk in the very first step there’s His lifafa exact same track playing there……and that very feeeeeeeeeeeel of him charlie ayyaaaaaa in moemnts like these when you gottaaa have a straight face on like you are absolutely normal where andar there’s this huuuuuuge wave of rush of him rushing through you and you still have to act normal…..

Excuse yourself for a bit to a corner table and live him from there to the sound playing the feet wouldn’t stop tapping the hands the insides of you having this one party on the inside with that sudden rush of him……..every lil thing bout him and it’s completely absolutely LOOOOOOOVE to you!!!!!!

It’s this beauuuuuuuutoful madness for anything him and how you loooooooooove every detail bout him his hands holding ringo his skin on the arm his fine hair on the arms that you loooooooved feeeeling away when he was bout to drop you home and just before getting out of the car you loooooved feeling his skin away on the arms feeling his fine hair away on the arm and the waaaaaay he just used to watch you do that and then after you get down he would call you when you are still in lift saying some love you have no for my arm like am watching it now as I drive and it just feels different……

It’s his lilst details and you were madly still maaaadly in love completely…..

Even then in that moment as the track plays the psychedelic lights around the feeeeweeeeeel of him and how you howwwwweeeeeee you miss him being with you in some places in some exact specific moments!!!!!!

Like that meeeed to hold his arm and feeeeel the vibe away just that sudden neeed sudden want of wanting him away tabbhiiii ke tabhiiiii!!!!’

Howwweee!!!!!

 How is it possibly possible to even be this madly crazily in looooove with someone over years even with the absence and the logics and the reality’s on one side!!!!!

Like the slightest of him and THAAAAAT AMUCH him from the dreams doing this away to your mind and all of you…

At gvk for Singham and that very same second to live him from there and the second you see your most loooved circle circling over fataaak se take your moms phone running to one corner of the stairs to live him and there he was ayyyaaaaaaa in that one off white kurta and pants looking his gorgeoussssssssssssslu delicious self and cherry on top his music it did come along with his music and you alone know HOWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEE baaaaadly you miss his music along with him!!!!!!

And then there was no going back on your face and the way friend and mom same second she defining saw something read something there was something in that one second that made your face red and that smile u struggle to keep off your face……

Lil did you know you already were flashing it evidently cause you just could t help it!!!!

One ear plugged in play his track and that one misssssing himhighhhdddd party running on the inside I say!!!!!!

Like the mind was off and away to all things HIM and howwweee where even some visual of Nepal in the movie brings him along!!!!!!

String of things I swear one thing to another and that one place never NEVER gets old like every single time there still feel the same it’s him all over that place…….

U are doing your best to miss him in a veggie way and avoid the nonveggie way but ayyyaaaaaaaaaaa howdooooyouuuuevennnnnn keep your mind off when he pooora ka poooooora looks that deliciously edible lickable sluuuurpaaaable I say!!!!!!

On some days it feels pointless and you avoid seeing the other side with all your wishes and hopes flying high and just stick to the missing to the feeeeels rushing through you…..

And that one track screaming away ghar aaajaaaa and that one feeeeeeeel every single time one time he calls the next second you will be there…….this very same thought you did have when you see him unblock you on just insta and that very same day you were on talks with Pernia Bombay team for a possible collaboration to have your designs there in Bombay too and finally fix the schedule for it for December……that eventually means having to be there in Bombay then!!!!!!

And that one place is nothing but all of it is Versova to you!!!!!

Like the sound of Bombay now means only Versova…!

From what to what from where to where it went……

Just like the story too lil did you even think back then having him SO MUCH this too would happen bolke…

Back then too when he would find you living his details away even something as lil as him walking back to the car with you in it and you just living him by increasing the volume of his music playing and he would get in the car and lower the volume ALWAYS like he always liked it at a certain volume not too loud…..and you some tracks loved it loud like you know when you are one with the sound with the beat with the rhythm with the flow of the music like you literally feel it run through you as you listen to it kinda loud and the first thing he asks you is the way you look at me am not going anywhere I am yours and only yours main kidhar nai jaara……and chummis you right there outside gvk ticket counter……

Like out there in the public but in the car still and that feeeeeeel the waaaaay he looks you in the eye and smiles away and asks you to say it and you tell him you just loooooove watching him the way he walks the way he randomly looks around like to just watch him with his music playing…pats your head calls you howli to the parking lot and that’s where the chummieats your face up moments used to be there……like you could sense by the way he drives up speedily there and finds the corner most space to park it up looks around checking rechecking again and the waaaaaaaay he would take your face in one hand pulling you closer……

Agaaaaaaaaaaaaaain where to where only it went!!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaa kyaaaaaaaa thooooo bhiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!

Soooooo yeaaaaah seconds back you see this suggested post not even a page you follow and it’s this some words nai hit on another level only…

THIS!!!!!

 There’s something that beauuuuuuutifully insane bout finding his music and falling myaaaadly in love with it……could also be a track you’d heard before…

But all that matters right now is this a new track from him and it comes with him looking his absoluuuuuuutrly eatable gorgeous self in a off white kurta hayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee like how do you see a delicious rabriiii and not WANT to eat it!!!!!!!

Like its been a VERY wanty start to the day right from that moment you wake up with a himcoming again like that one…

Its this state of all of you and the waaaaaaaay he came and left in this state of you needing WANTING more of him i swear!!!!!!!

And the waaaaaaaaay his music just does something of a way to be closest to taming it or further fuelling it away too!!!!!!!

This mind this state of you and ayyyaaaaaaaaaa that one HIM, HEART OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!

Chipmunk…!

 Lil gin highd now even with the cold still on but thisssss himhighhhhddddddddd i say!!!!!!

One visual of him and all thats been coming away to the mind is to chummiiiieathimupppppp i say pooora ka poooora!!!!!!

Like youve been trying yo get a hold on minf and all it takes is this beauuuuuuuuty of him one visual of him and now a night like this one with back to back him moments i say!!!!!!!

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how oblyyyyyyy yoi are being missed awayyyyy aisaaaa waisaaaaa kaisaaaaaaa kaisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!  

Teraaaaa pyaaaaar layaaaaaa kahiiii jahaaaa raaaaat hotiiii naiiiii!!!!!!!

Yahaaaaaa meinnnmn soyiiiiiii naiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!

Wahaaaaaaa tuuuuuuu ataaaaaaaaaa naiiiiiiiiiiuiiuii!!!!!!!!

Ultimate fav!!!!

 Second time now!!

And its an ultimate fav character now like all you can see is that gorgeeeeeousness of him in that garfield shirt now!!!!!!

THAT ONE!!!!!

 There are over a billion trillion faces around you come across and howwwwweeeee amazingly magical it is that just that one THAAAAAAAT ONE FACE becomes your complete ultimate pooooora ka poooooora heart!!!!!!

Like everytime you see anyhow a lilst of him bhi in some way or the other every single beauuuuuuutifullll time this one very same feeeeeeel haaaaaayeeeeeeeeeee there he is meraaaa pooooora ka pooooooora heart right there smiling away and howwwweeeeee!!!!!

It’s this THIS innnaaaaaate amount of happiness it gives you andar se heee to just see him smiiiileeeeee!!!!!

And there’s nothing absulyrely more beautiful than that!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaa suchaaaaaaa heartness He is I swear!!!!!!!!!

Said it before!!!!!

 Said it before a godzillion times can scream out the same over and over again I say nothing in the world no face in the world no human in the world makes you feeeeeeeel awaaaaaay all these things and moooooore the waaaaaaaays him I say HIM I SWEAAAAAAAR Does!!!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa all things LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE in a beauuuuuuuuuuuutifuk hoooman form I say!!!!!!!