The movie...!

 even remember asking him soon after the movie after that long silence between the two where he didn't utter a single word neither you did.....

Only once you get in the car you ask him so this is why you'd been wanting me to see this film and that one adooooorable signature smile of his I just knew it all this while always knew, just wanted you to see it bas!

Back to driving leaving you with that beauuuutiful vibe of his words and moment....like ir was upto you now to figure it out what and how you felt and if at all you did realize it was love after all!!

It's when you are completely lost with that same feeling of standing in the middle of nowhere with nobody around tall buildings longest of lanes and you just standing their on your own life around rushing away and you still in that moment trying to figure out life and more of you importantly is when you need that fix of smthing like smthing in you needs to find that moment that fills you up with smthing that is beyond words...

The movie last nite was that and more of it!!

It's that feeeling charlie like you sort of relive that feeeling relive that him from that day from those initial moments and in a way reason out what had you lost in the first place like this is why you still feel the way you do this is why and how you still feel this is why you couldn't just get over it!!

It's like living the same love all over again same beautiful feeling all over again and realising you love him more now than you did in that moment...it's like visually living yourself living what you'd felt in that moment in those moemnts today all over again when the current you feels that messed up.....and making it better for you filling up that void for you, still sounds as crazy as it fekt last nite also why smthings feel more sorted in your head when you feel it the way you feel it the thungs it made you feel than writing the exact feeling down n out!! Cause reading it over as you write sounds that bad crazy but woich smthings are not just upto you after all things you got no contril over regardless of the present time n back then difference it's just bout how and why it still makes you feel the way it did...

And you just flow with it cause you find that peace find that you in that moment, lost n found kinda thing....like suddenly from that pause in the middle of nowhere somebody just hit a play button and the sound starts the moment plays it all unfolds as you flow...!

Things that add logic and yet make no sense like the reality itself, moments there are those moemnts that have no absolute logic whatsoever and yet nakes the most sense!!