moment!!

 in a video call with your manager discussing bout the interiors explaining stuff out....

Prepping up the store for walk-ins interiors collection studio expansion lift work branding packaging and a zillion other things now that you had the little time on hand to plan and organize things amidst all this still on the call and the sound of his music playing in the background track changes and that sudden pull like you completely zone out with her asking what happened n stuff and you sort of lose track of what you were talking thinking and that need to hang up and just be....

This love for sound, for his music was the very start of it all.....

From that moment of him wanting you to love what he loved the most, His music when he insists you to give it a listen places his headfone over your ears and just stays that way , the sound His sound was the start of it all.....

Maybe is alsy why why you feel this strongly for music..... his music or any music that makes you feel him live him even be it for that moment!!

It was like living him with a background sound of his own.....like it elevated took it to another level only everything that you had started to feel bout him, his music his sound!!

Today in that very moment still discussing the most important things you live that most beautiful moment cause the Him that was rushing through you all this while ever since the dream the movie the reliving him from the very start you already were that beautifully lost in that zone and the sec the track changes that strong need to just be it was that sheet beauty of that moment charlie.....it was like as if though he did put that headfone of his over you and was there with you in that very moment!!

Again moments where writing what and how you felt in that very moment makes yiy sound all crazy to even feel that way....but smthings are just beyond you I guess!!

You just feek the way you do there's no denying that!!

Sound, music .... Stays when everything disappears!!

Maybe that's the way it holds onto the memories too, the essence of that very moment unfolding away as the sound starts to play...

This almost magic like beauty of music it's like you live thar very feeling that you'd felt in that very moment even as the track plays so close though the movie and the way he just bends over in that very moment tying up his shoe lace or smthing and then looks at you and that very moment looking at him that feeeling being held by him without even being held...the way he just looks at you in that moment no smile nothing the way it all stull amazes you....

How he just knew all that while even much before spending those moemnts with you.....

And yet!!!!!