Him...

 That one beauty of Him.....

To just live a feeling live a moment!!!!!

Back in the car and the way he just looks around and then looks at you and then back looking around that one tear in his eyes....looks away and the way he says this is my most favourite place...that feeling just by the way he looked in that moment it reminded him of somebody some moment and the way looking at you he was again sharing something he loved that much with you....cause that day he insists on going to a place he loved a lot and you had a deadline to be home back then and that one time he says please as always go with it....

That day to see him like that and then look at you the way he did after sharing that place with you was much much more than just love charlie....what and how he felt for you in that moment was much more than just love!

Don't ask him a thing then and let him be only after a while that one chuckle of his and then tells you must be dying to ask me no and one big nod from you is all you could say and he just nods back with that one am making you fall in love with me smileeeeeeee of his!!!!!

Ayyyaaaaaaa even reliving that one smile of his as you write now this one biggest smile it fataaaak se puts on your face I say!!!!!!

Howleeeeeeee kidar chale gayeee tummm miyaaaa!!!!

Soooooo yaaaah again where to where it was only after knowing it was love does he tell you just bout smthing of that place but you kinda knew it by then....

Today being there or everytime you are there that one feeeeeel of him charlie that love of his for you maybe it's this that you miss is when you long to be in his places...when you miss his love for you and his places even if some random place makes you feel live that feeel of his love even be it for that moment means the world means Life itself to you....cause in that moment there you feel loved, loved by Him... Which is also smthing that has become one thing and only thing you long the most in life now!

That feeling to be loved, loved by Him...!

Today when there that rush of his with his music playing to just live that love of yours of watching under the tree and how back then it did become the second loved thing cause when with him Him was all you wanted to live even when driving closer to the trees for you all you could live in that moment was Him that one smileeeeeeee of his cause he was waiting for you to live what you loved that much under the tree ray moment....but to just live him in those moments was when you realised how that one visual of Him became the most beautiful instead of watching the tree....should see his face charlie in moments like these ayyyaaaaaaa that one face he makes that one smile that one beauuuuuuutiful wait painted all over his face it's like if love had a face and not just a word to be said it would be his face in those kmoments like you can just feeeeeel it the sec you see him!!!!!!

Ayyyyaaaaaaaaaa exaaaactly why you stay away from writing this exact feeeeeel as you write his details it's like every blink a lil more him with every single fckimg blink of an eye!