writing smthing and that one presence and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay it pulls your mind first a lil more of you a lil more and then a lil more and in that one strong moment all of you awaaaaay and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!
its like you are drawn draaaaaaawn to him....
its like he holds you away.... like you cant move dont wanna move dont wanna blink not move even a bit.... its like holding all of you away.....
right from the very start....
tying his shoe lace and you talking to that instructor asking her your fone on the bench and he looks up as was sitting in the same direction you were already maybe looking at him and as the instructor brings over your fone by then you were already lost in him.... as he stops tying the lace and instead looks at you there was no smile nothing at all just that stare just that feeeeeeeling of being held in that moment....
cause you could never look in the eye.... in that moment you were for the first time ever and you dint wanna move look away or turn.... the waaaay that moment the way he looks at you holds you away... where you try to move a bit and that feeeeel of being drawn to him to just stay that way.... and you couldnt move a bit....
through the mirror that very first stare....
to those many stares after and every single time the waaaaaaaaaaaay he would hold you away saying nothing at all not even a smile just that one looking you in the eye and the waaaaaay it would hold you away....
its beautifully weird charlie the waaay it would feeel like he was making you his letting you know that he was making you his.... like you know just by the stare making you realize live that feeeel of being held by him... not wanting you to move again like he used to late niteafter dropping you home stay there and just watch you from there.... not wanting you to come down or anything just stay there live your presence live that feeeeeling of missing you in your presence... live that feeeling of holding you away from distance.....
this moment writing smthing and that neeeeeeeed to see him and there he was and that SAME exact feeeeeeling after the longest of times.....
being held by him the more he stays the more it was transforming you like from the mind to that feeeeel of being literally held being drawn again not sure if smthing like this does happen or just cause you missed him that much missed that feeeeeel of living him THAAAAAAAAAAT bad !!!!!!!!
or just his music !!!!!!!!!
doing things to your mind i say !!!!!!!!!!!!
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