part 2 !!!!
cause like alwaaaays kya likneee ka where all things HIM land you in !!!!!!
soooo yahhhhh !!!!!!!!
the day today finally out n ready to leave for work and your friend calls you up asking you to pick her jeans up from the alterations as it was on your way.... first thing first echo first flash in that very moemnt as you still were on the call wih your friend.... jeans alteration....
that one word and that beauuuuuutifully that conversation becomes all HIM !!!!!!!
one of those meets at his other place and he notices your jeans as you struggle to get your chappals on and that adoooooooorably just stands there hands folded watching you and asks you to come close that one ishaaara of his asking you to come close instead and that one beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful pullll runnnn back to him and the sec you are there the way he asks you to put your leg up over the end of the soaf and points out saying kyaaa hai yee aisaaa koun jeans pehnta alter karaana nai hotaa.... and you nod awaaay saying a no and fold back in again and walk back to the chappals and the waaaaaaaaaay he runs back to you holds you from behind.... that beauuuuuutiful whisper of his howliii as he holds you !!!!!!!!!!!
in that moment he could seee that khushiiii rushing through you cause he called you back to him as he was insisting on you leaving and then in that moemnt when he asks you to come close you did think it was for a hug or a chummi before leaving instead talks bout your jeans which he used to that often everytime he noticed your messy jean ends...
and when you do walk back to the chappals he aslo did see how much how bad you wanted to hold him or live some moment when he called you.... and in that one stare at him he did sense you missed him....
it was the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he would just know you just by the waaay you look at him like he would that beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully know it all what and how you felt in any moment.... just in the stare just by the way you look at him !!!!!!!!!
today on the call the word and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay all those beauuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful flshes of him that one adoooooorable angry tone of his voice irritated tone of his voice watchig you be that messy.... that one echo of his chuckle as he laughs at you for being the way you were....
finally at the store to pick up her jeans and on your way out you see this corner with that same blue of his that one blue shirt that he used to wear back then which was from his whistling wood days....
to much after in that chat of his where he shares a pic with that same gym white shoes of his to much recent one being that same exact blue on his birthday looking his beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully gorgeous best !!!!!!!!!!!
that very exact same tone of blue and that one pulllllll diiiiiiing bolkeeee you rush to the corner it was boxy fit shirt kinda kurta thing.... and you pick it fataaaak se.... rush to the trial room change into it and that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling charlie that very sec....
madness i know but the way it boxy almost like mens shirt and more so the waaaaaaaay in that moment it made you feel like you were wearing His shirt instead....
take it bring it to the studio and change into that !!!!!!!!!
smthinsg are just beyoooooond you !!!!!!!!!!!
the way random things can make you feel in that moment is smthing else.....
like you look at yourself exact same blue tone of his shirt and the waaaaaaaaaay in that moment it was just like wrapped up in his shirt instead !!!!!!!!
even writing it now this feeeeeeling i say !!!!!!!!!
its always been this way....
anything any color that connetcs you with him has been your way of finding him and then letting it stay with you.... in a way filling up his absence....
making up for his absence....
today that shirt that color his color was that for you !!!!!!1
In his shirt...!
well almost, atleast color thoo same hai !!!!!
of all the days today finding this one today !!!!!!!!!!!
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