could be the lilst of moments but on some days the feeeeels they can give is almost like as if though they were just designed aligned for you !!!!!!
just to give you that beauutiful ting of the day like those connecting dots.... one moment to the other and before you know you are all HIM just that beauuuuuuuuuuuuutifully HIM !!!!!!!!!!!
the day starts with some random disturbing dream like youw ake up prettty restless and now you know you can that first thing to see Him !!!!
stay there live him for a bit and the waaaaay it just calms you all away that one beauuuuuutfil state of mind it leaves you with like it actually makes you feel that cozzy sleep vibe and you go back to sleep.... it was that beauuuutiful feeeeeeling charlie almost close t that one feeeling that one place in the world for you where you almost felt the same today... over his shoulder closest, listening to his heartbeat....
that warm cozy feeel of his closeness just living him there....
again these things nai when you sort of lose hope on feeling living ever again and then you get to..... where this def is the first time EVER where he unblocks you and doesnt say a word all these days.... you donno what how or why.... but this feeeeeling kabi nai lagtaa maybe he still does remember....
you know its madness but smtings nai you jst cant cant help but feeeeeeel !!!!!!!!
cause his timing i swear charlie has been that precise always anything to everything.... that precise timing of his !!!!
moments k o lekar but !!!!!!
conditions applied !!!!!
soooooo yah after that moment you wake up finally again that neeeeeed to see him first.... ayyyaaaaaaa the more you live the more you look forward to seeing him again.... cause thats how BAAAAAAAAAD you missed that feeeeeeling.... even be it living him over the dp.... to just feeeeel his presence....
if not real kaiseee bhi to just live his presence and you alone know what it means to you !!!!!!!!!!!
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