morning song...!

 This beauty again writing it out with no internet too.... Actually chalieee loving this writing over ur fine cause this way you can just from anywhere !!!!!

Sooo yah this beauty of writing smthinf anythinf about him and the waaaay it just all of him just gushes through you like that one wild stream of river through the mountain tops!!!!

Wooooosh bolkeeeeeee.....

Soooo yahh!

This one incident when some morning he just calls you up and by the sound of hisnvoxoe he had just woken up that adoooorable still asleep tone of his voice and he actually tells you gaana ga koi bhi sing for me and you ask him which one and he says anything u like just sing for me.... Lile a morning lullaby cause I want to sleep some more but with your presence.... Like in that moment he wanted to feel your presence with him as he goes back to sleep again....

And you initially humm his song for you hold your hand Beatles....

And the waaaay he starts to chuckle away to the way you sounded cause boyyyy did he sing n sound beauuuuuuuuuutiful!!!!!

And you were the extreme opp and yet you as he sounds more awake cause your voice def did wake him up and you start to sing it all out loud like ij that moment all it mattered to you was sing your heart out to him.... For him!!!!

And onky after a bit the way he tells you he never heard yoy sing befire and you tell him bout jow as a kid you did want to learn singing but never happened and after years that moment made you relive it and just by your voice the waaaay he adds that it was the first time he felt you open up with him jsut by your sound he felt you were free and yes you were.... It was those initial moments of letting yourself free setting yourself free with him withoments like these or moments of love..... Just that you dint know the distance too was not that far.....

He loved you being messy clumsy loud and HOW!!!!!

There was you revisutunf the real you wit him and there was him saying the same.... It was madness still is chalieee always been this way bout him.... That first sex you seee him and that first rush of happiness that used to run through you like you jsit sit and turn tiwrads him the sec in his car and jsut live his presence poora ka pooora andbthe waaaay it used to crack him up just seeinf your excitement of seeing him and the way he actually tells you nobody ever made him feel this bout his presence or loved him the way you did.....

And you jsut hold him awaaay in that moment saying thank god they didn't, nai thoo mujhe kaise miltaa tha....

And it was exaaactly what you felt even in moments when he would talk bout his ex n all and you just sit living him and thanking her for it!!!!

Stil do!!!!

What happened after this distance eveythunf all of it one side.... And for just having lived him being loved by him and to still feeel Him and his love for you on mornings like this one today stkl means everything n more to you....

Its this beauuuutiful now all the more chalieee to just wale up from a dream like that one rush on whatsapp and live him for a bit....

Lilst of moments of happiness I sayyyy!!!!!