Mehboooobabad!

 Working on the usual monthly bills being first week of the month and finalizing the lot of final men's wear with your manager.....

And there's that sudden smthing like that one moment where you go completely blank in tt sec even as you are talking....get off and to your place and call it a day ask the manager to head back home and will talk tomorrow stay in your place wit her still usual saying smthing n you just had to leave.....

Up the volume of his music and just be this thung bout winter nites charlie can never get used to, cause every single time it makes you shiver like this with the chill it takkea you back to those calls with him late nite to early morning calls this time of the year every year.....

Covering up with every possible thing that you could lay your hands on from the balcony and sitting there in the corner talking to him.....

Till morning!

TIME!!!!!!

smthings you recall and write and this feeeeeeeeeeeeling it fills you with!!!!!!

Kaise naii smthings aisee ekdumm see yaad karke likhe thoo this ajeeb feeeel it suddenly now filled yiy with....

Lile you live it every nite almost in your place is one thing but now as you live it and write it is one thing......the way this feeeels more beautifulky worse than just living it.....!