THIS!!!!

 U think it'll get easy with time or over time, it never does, you just somehow learn to live with it...

Ever since this morning of his THAT strong of a dream this feeling it overfilled you with with that much missing just to touch him to smell him to breathe the same air as him in closest distance possible to say the least.......

Like somehow you were hoping thinking it's just that he took hispic off and was still there but nope it's a block only and this realisation today and inspite of deciding not writing anymore this need to just do today...

His doc being selectd for movie awards again back to those days talking bout Filmfare awards with him how it was your most loved thing to the nomination today this level of proud this sudden switch of happy.....

Some moments you just can't help but.....!

To that onepic of his and you alone know how you miss that moment of your mornings...

That soft easy feeeeeel on your eyes state of mind state of your soul the first thing in the mornings to just live that feeeeeeeel of him just being there nothing less but just being there...it's this question always was it too much to ask for too much to wish for!!

To just be...!

It's been feeling weird still trying to change the way you are changing your ways of being and still...

Something's nai!!!!!!!!