Mornings!!!!!!

 It’s just been one flashback kinda morning aaj tho!!!!!!

Even with no dream of his you just wake up with that some rush of his rushing through you……like changing side and getting on WhatsApp to live him ayyyyaaaaaaaa some visuals nai like he just jumped outta many of your dreams starughtvtk that pic of his……still living that feeeeeel of him half sleepy mind and this call from your model friend she had just woken up telling you how badly she wanted to speak to you first thing and asks bout meeting for lunch and that one feeeeeeel the sound of his voice soon as he wakes up and you hang up on her face…….cause you just got swaaaaaayed with the flashback of his morning sound of voice and how you looooooooooooved that lil husky babyyyyish tone of his voice in the mornings…like his mind still hazy with sleep but his voice wanting to speak to you kinda morning vibe of his…

And this model who recently parted with her husband loves talking to you random stuff cause you never bothered to ask her the what’s and the whys and most of her other friends being judgemental bout it suddenly and she has got close that ways……..so yeah there are times when she randomly calls and you disconnect with some reason cause you are just not a morning call person anymore like you are in that himzone in the mornings soon as you are up it’s almost like meditation and you don’t want to disrupt that state of mind and stay in that zone for a whoiiiiiile till you are ready to go on with the day ahead……

Like today you wake up with that thrill with that rush with something you got no clue bout like that one picture was like him coming out of all your black shirt dreams of his ekdum dhadaaaaaaam se like hero wali entry vibe I say!!

And you bas had to get in the workout after longest time and somehow posting bout workouts makes you stay consistent too somehoooowwwwwww!!!!!!!

So here goes the viiiiibe today rapdancing away to any to every song possible….

It’s this feel nai to suddenly feel that sense of coming alive like you can feel the burst of rush through every vein in you it’s not just a picture charlie not just a picture it’s the sync between the dream and reality kinda vibe to it!!!!!

And you just caaannnntttttttt help it!!!!!!

To this one post on one of your most loved pages cause you love the viiibe of that page and the last visual being of a plastic chair the exact same chair used to be in your balcony back then sitting sleeping on it and talking to him away till the morning hours….

Ayyya that one chair and a zillion memories of it!!!!!

It’s been SOME day already!!!!!!! Shows loudly on your face the rush inside of you…

Sing miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa how only you are being missed away if onlyyyyy!!!!!!!