Ur remote!!

 He absolutely was right when he did mention bout how he has your remote controls in his hand!!!!!

Like from what to wbat!!!!!

It wasn’t just the way he spoke to you rvenwtky like it was like ittaaa English tho he never spoke to you in even as friends the way it felt that blunt like one slap almost waking you upto the reality kinda moment it was…..

Then the vishruta thing happened like it was a mix of too many things one after the other and it did land you in that lost state of mind…it’s when you don’t feel a thing and just want to be on your own and mostly you’ve been off work studio wise just working on edits at your own pace…..and this one fever whenever you miss him like this be his Bangalore trip Bombay trip or his some days his absence sort of hits you more and it’s a missing to another level and that’s when the fever pops…….

To having to go to the temple first day of the year as yesterday it was too crowded and when there done with prayer and stuff and you were there with another friend of yours mom too……doing pradakshina and this one sitar sound and that one strong pullllllll fataaaaak se and you get on to see him for a bit and there he was in a charcoal black shirt ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one fataaaaaaaaaak feeeeeeeeeeel him in black shirt eyes that adoooooorably sleeeepy like he def missed out on sleep the night before and yet that one asooooooooorable esss of him like he has that particular kid look on him his lip style his shirt style him in black like insides of you screaming away in that moment to fiiiiiiinally see him from that upclose ayyyaaaaaaaaaa that one feeeeeel in that moment or now like now now as you relive him from that picture!!!!!!

He is the HEART of your life for life I say!!!!!!

Like in that moment you forget bout people around temple around go to a corner and living him away with that feeeeel me too me too cause you were wearing a black suit too!!!!!

Some moments nai pure complete madness like that instant rush of something you are filled with and suddenly come alive in the fullest of forms I say!!