Some days on the calendar……
It’s guru Purnima today back then it was on the 31st, subodh feeling completely but something’s are just beyond you!!!!!!
Meeting him at his Dd space where everything felt it was all coming back all his love for you the viiiibe of the meet right from the moment of him wearing his psychedelic tee from gym days like you still remember him opening the door with that one smiiiiile on him and you couldn’t quite guess back then but like it was meant for you to find something notice something bout him and you don’t realise it then only after the meet do you realise he was wearing the tee from the gym days with you…….and still doesn’t say a word like that smiiiiiile was like kids hiding some very excited news to share but still hides it away…..
To the boxes of Jim jam biscuits banana chips to just the waaaaaaaaaaaaay he was that day to living another of first moments!!!!!!!!
Some days it’s like living on a rewind mode year after year and yet you just can’t help it!!
Pooja at home and yet the mind can’t focus this ironically and yet beautifully himzoned away and HOW!!!!!!
That one visual of him smiliiiiiiing that way holding the door for you and looking you in the eye with chest as wide as possible just sooooooooooooo you notice it…!
Lil did you know back then post meet heading home or even walking down the stairs that day lil LIL DID YOU KNOWthis long for this long it will be the wait!!!!!!!!!!
From dancing away to falling on the ground to falling all the more in love with him evenyears after now as you recall and relive it all away…
SOMETHINGS!!!!!!!!!
Ayyyaaaaaaaa kittttuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu what only!!!!!!!!!
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