The Sound…!

There was this beauuuuuuuuuuty of his voice too like apart from every lil detail bout him you loooooooved the sound of his voice too and HOW!!!!!!!!!!

Be it him whispering mush things away in your ear as he holds you or him screaming that adoooooooooorably at you or him sleep talking away seconds before passing out and stil making those sounds as he sleeps like in his mind him still talking to you wanting you to be still there on the call with him as he sleeps…….

The same sound last night with toooooo much missing not just yesterday but a LOT lately……..and as you turn or something and that sound of him saying something and you turn to the side and that scent of him THAT closeeeeeee to you and you move a lil more closer and the waaaaaaay you could feel his skin with hair over your face and ayyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one level of Khushi rushing through and you open your eyes to check and black shirt again it was like now you know by the color of his shirt the mood he must be in…….without moving look up at him and the waaaaaaaaaaaaay he was sleeeeepy highhhh and that look in his eyes and the waaaaaaaay he raises his eyebrow and smiles away ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one smile of his that one way of smiling with full grown daadi the waaaaaaaay he was looking that gorgeous GORGEOYS that feeeeeeeeeeeel inside of you just living that moment even as you write and relive now you try to move closer and the way he backs a lil nodding away and you try again and the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he holds you up and away in that rush like you could sense that rush in him the way he holds you away some moments MOMENTS!!!!!!!!!!  Keeps telling you something same thing over n over again as he lives the moments like in between the moments he comes closer to the ear touching n chumming it away every single time and saying the same thing over n over again!!!!!!!

Alarm goes off and as you turn without stopping the alarm you could again hear him say it again living the moemnt same way again and the waaaaaaaay it wakes you up……cause the feeeel of his arms still around you the sound of his voice still there that touch and sense of his kiss on your ear still there like it was that clear knowing you were almost up…….

It’s a hectic today and you wake up not prepared for a work day cause when he comes like this to be THAAAAAAAAAAT closest to him whrrr all you can feeeel all over on you is HIM the scent sense touch and feeeel of him stil there cause there was THAAAAAAAT much him and all of him for that long!!!!!!!

Skipping the workout just get in the himversions and the state of mind even after cause again the waaaaaaaaays you can feeeeeel him in your waking state as you move is MAGIC!!!!!!!!!

This one track of enrique is the Bangalore missing for you be it missing him differently having conversations in between his work breaks like never before his early morning walk calls downstairs post some meet-up for drinks his messages all day long it’s all this beauuuuuuuuutifullu clear and the waaaaay this song sums it all up from a new missing like that one first time feeeeels of missing in ways more than one to the one visual of finally seeing him in the lift looking his wild wild beauuuuuuuuuutiful best self fully grown daaaafi his khaki jacket his messy hair a lil high smile to just live him that very moment to see him after that long and every single time you mention after that long this one realisation now years after lil did you know nai LIL DID YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!

It was just weeks then and then after to see him there ayayyaaaaaaaaa that very second that one realisation your complete heart right there to realise that to feeeeeel that like it was falling in love with him all over again and that somehow has always been that way every time you see him again it’s like falling in love with him, all over again…!

Mornings like these this mind right now writing out something’s and the waaaaaaays it makes you feel after!!