When you’ve been missing him away maaaaadly inasaneeeeeeeely and awkwardlyyyy no matter where you are what you are doing sometimes in a public place standing and zoning out in one corner constantly staring away and him trippin away with this weird feeeeeel inside your gut like every single time you delete him off WhatsApp and this time after that dream there was lottttt of weirdness feeling away inside……with your place where you stand and how he really didn’t want you there and yet you were…….
Like on some days it justtttt hits you harder than ever all these years and you just felt weird being there post the dream of Bianca!!!!!
And after very VERY long it was a gin night tonight drinking after lot of weeks and it hits you first few sips itself and this beauuuuuutyof his music the magic it always does just like it did all these years for his absence…
This one song bout kingdom by his alt artist and it’s not even mush but the waaaaaay the one sound rings something in you awaaaaay that sound of voice and this strong missing now this sudden rushhhhhhh hugeeee wave of missing that sort of takes you off and surrounds away all of you like this it’s this cave of him missing you are in suddenly this feeeeeeel the sound of his voice that echoes through you now with this one sound…….
Like all you can hear right now is his voice saying different specific words he used to in situations and his voice still this clear even years after this sudden realisation now……like you just heard him yesterday for real not in his ringo video or song video…..like for really real kinda heard his voice speaking to you..!
Something’s nai when you do your best not to write out this mood lately and this one sound does it for you right now!!!!!!
How only what onlyyyyy!!!!!!!
The most MOST beauuuuuutoful sound of planet I say his voice screaming singing talking humming or even sleep talking or sleeping and the soundsssss he used to make!!!!!!!!!
Your complete pooooooooora ka pooooooora entire heart I say!!!!!!!!!!
HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All and every bit of him!!!!!!!!!!!!
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