THIS you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 this you this state of you all of you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

kaisaa go gayi thiii malooom chalie with his growing absence lik u were numb codnt feeeeel a damn thing !!!!!!!!

lik anything of this dint even exist this feeeeeeeeeelin this starnege starnge wishes that used to happen wih him.......

wishin awaaay wh that gin botlle today and thinkin of it now !!!!!!!!

has always been him.......

knowing it all kabhiii it feels wong toooo....... lik u knoowwwwwwww u shoudndt be and yettttt wohiiiiii thoooooo naiiii maloooooooom jab naiiiiiiii feeeeeeeel karrriii thooooo the waaaaaaaaaaay he si coming off late............. the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay his pesence feeeels that strooooooooongly lik that stronglyyyyyy lik u actuaaaaalllllllllllllly met him for real.........

lik dil naiiii hotaaa malooom to just take it to be a dream cossss thats how strong his presnec efelt even after waking up......... lik on ur hands over u around u lik u can feeel his presence eveb much after wking up.... lik 

the after it through the daay lik u try to make sense of it all all of this is happeneing ekdum seeee lik which side to go with........

the mind that feeeels with the eyes shut or the relity that looks through the eyes open....

its that one swaaaaaaaaaaay of a aaaaadream chalieeeee...........

like he holds u awaaaaaaaaaay all of u awaaaaaaaaaay with that one swaaaaay lik he used to for real and then fall with u holding u on thened.....

its that one swaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he lebes u with.......

the mind that beuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutifully high on him refusing to even go with therelity.....

lik uve beeeeen strugggglig to get yourself back to normla sinc yetsday it did get a lilllll better then today this morning happpeeeeeend againnnnnn ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one beuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty of hs presence i telll uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!!!!!!

whoooooo uthkeeeee jooo bed se neeche utarneee ka mannn he nai kartaa chalieeeee.......

lik u wannnaaaa stay with that hihg for longer in ur mind him still there overu rpillow lik u stay that waaay takin those longer sniffs awaaaaay....

staying with that vibe of his presence much after the waking up ooo !!!!!!!!!

he did change you in the most beuuuuutiful of ways posssible !!!!!!!!

apart from the usual changes like it ws makingurself meeet the real you with Him..... cause of him with him !!!!!!!!!!

this you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YOU were misssed ahgain like nenevr before !!!!!!!!!!! 

 

bhotttttttt bhottttttttttttthest yaaaaaaaad yaaaaaare tummmmmmmmm miyaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

 

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!