what or how !!

 to think of it now !!!!!!!!! 

it still feels this beautifully different.... 

you mostly see feel hear of things like these in the movies....

or when it sthat new love thing you feel this thing !!

like you know the world feels more good things get better it all just feeels soooo good.....

but today was different after a very long time....

to  think of it you just saw him in the picture and yet it feels thi sbeautifully different.....

like even on your way it again got late today and yet the evening felt this beautifully differnt it wasnt gloomy or dark it was just that beauuuutiful....

the street lights looking brighter the traffic lights looking happier like everything around just that beauuuuuuutiful....cause ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i saw HIM charlie !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after all these months years of searching chasing people hoping to find that sec of him in some corner in some traffic in some building in some one random to finally just seeing him looking that same adooooooooooooooooooooooorable sexy gorgeous him it was the waaaay he was sitting those flashes of you cooking for him in his kitchen with him on the kitchen top legs folded same way to those days of him waiting for you to finish your breakfast at your place sitting on yoru bed that same way to just that smileeeeeeeeeeee of his ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that one HIM has my complete heart everything on him i say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that one him for you in the world just that one HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

strange no charlie sometimes people dont even realize how truly lucky did they get !!!!!!!!!!!

THAT lucky !!!!!!!!!!!!!

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa to just live him !!!!!!!!!!!

howleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tummmmmmmmm aur bhiiiiiiiii zoooooooor zoooooooooooooooooooooooor seeeeee yaaaaaaaaad aaaare miyaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that moment..........

when the day that beautifully tied up when just bout to get off the car down the parking lot at your place and on the radio it goes tumhari begum begumpet see miyaa....

again that beauuuuuuuuuuuutiful echo of his voice from back then calling you razaakh ki begum !!!!!!! 

some days and this beauuuuuuuuuutifully changed it all i say !!!!!!!!!

all it took and obvsly had to be just Him.....

thinking of it now as you write this feeeeeeeling this state of mind out ayyyaaaaaaaa pic dekeee ye haaaaal hua agar saaamne dik jaaataaa thaaa toh !!!!!!!

kya hotaaaaaaaa thaaaaaa ki !!!!!!!!!!!!!