H souns of music!!!!!!!!

 no matter what you doooo where you are no matter what it is you are just one plugin away frm your ultimate stat eof peace n calm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just one plugin awaaaay from it alll and al and evrything him!!!!!!!!!

just one plugin awaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!

this one that one sec when you plugin his music that one state of mind that one state of all you that it transofmrs you awaaaaaaaaaaay in a sec snap of a finger is smthing that nothing in the worl i say can beat!!!!!!!!!!

except for HIM ofc!!!!!!!!!!!

but its that one suukkkkoooooooooooon chalieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its lik you feeeeeeeeeeeel him through you like ruhing through you!!!!!!!!!!!!

that just that oe plugin.....

his music any sound that makes you feeeeel live him n the waaaay it ust transofrms you awaaaaaaaaaaaaay is smthing else!!!!!!!!!

like this you now right now that you are feeeeeeeeeling is smhing else more like His you that you used to be with him1//////////

off lat breezer getttin too waaay tooo sweeet and this one video of some blogger your manager recomends for the linen syle bit though but she talks bout gin n tonic n how its perfetc for thosee who dont relly enjoy the rest lot of alcoholl......

and tanekraaaaaayyyyyyyyyy it ws!!!!!!!!!!!

ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa whateeeeeeeeeeee beutyyyyy it lans you in.............

this tstaeeeeeeeeeee of happppppppppy him highhhhhhhhhhhh it landsss you in eveetyyyime!!

its wher you feeeeel that sabeeee vibe of still in ur sensees an tht off ground waliieeee feeeeeeeeel !!!!!!!!!!!

n thisss feeeeeeeeeeel with his musicccniladri nitee it had to be.....

cos of all thoseeeeeee dreaaaaaaams his zooooooooooooomed in waleeeee closeuppppppppppp dreams ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that feeeeeeeeeeeel you wake up smtimes no wit.....

jab uskoooo toch nai kar paari pakad niii paaari thoooooooo kaikuuuuuuuuuuuuuu aiseeeeeeeeeeee kaiseeeeeeeeeee waiseeeeeeeee waiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sapneeee dikaaare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aisaaaaaaa waisaaaaaaa uskuuuuuuuuu dkeeeeeeeeee karkeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fir uthkeeeeeeeee kaiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee contolllllll mein rehnaaaaaaaaa hota bolooooo chalieeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

jab nai karnaaaaaaaa fir aiseeeeeeee waiseeeeeeeeeeeeeee sapneeeeeeeeeeee kaikuuuuuuuu !!!!!!!!!!!

lik u actuallllly wakeup talkin to him still in wakin stateeee  tum zaraaaaaaa seedhaa saaaaaaadaaa sa aaao aisaa waisaaaaaaaaaaaaa nakooo aaao zaraaaaa!!!!!!!!!

its that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel chalieeeeeeeeeeeee woooooooooosh bolkeeeeeeeeeee mind poooora ultaaaaaaaaaaaaa awaaaaaaaakened full mode pe i say!!!!!!!!!!

then to work aromdn with a staright face naiiiiiiiiii horaaa merse!!!!!!!!!!!!

to moments n nitees lik these..........

this beuuuuuuty of a mind that you are in ight now with alllllllll him rushin through u.........

his niladri from that nite.....

despiet of alll that feeeeeeeeeeel of smthin off with him that nite at his place.....

there were some moments mosttttt beutiful ones tht u lived that nite.............

first time highhhh!!!!!!!!!!

when he brings over biryani for u..... and sits on the bed that close to u and you couldnt touch him cos he asked u not to back in his room...... it was that feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel chalieeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

the first timeeeee high wali feeeeeel then the waaaaaaaaaaaaay your mind wasfeeeeeeeelin all those first time feeeeeeeels being wit him at that hour at his place first time..... like he ws that closeeeeeeeee wit that mind rushing alllllllll him.......

and he asks you not to come close cos chachi had said smthing bout maintaining fistance n all.....

and just sits there wit his sister sleepin his niladri playing softly n him feeding you birani.....

as you just look at him live him the waaaay he says you look sooo high kya kya horaaa and u tell him smthing bout how the wall looked zoomed in n out kinda thing.... and him that happpy just listening to you talk bout your trop n asks  you more... but by then with his presence that close to you all you culd seeeee feeeeeeeeee liveeeeee was him.............. ayyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa that beutyyyyyyyyy of himmmmmmmm his skinnnn his poutyyyy chummiiiiii waleeeeee lisp...... his foreheaddd his handsss ad as you try to take the spon from him he insists on him geeding you instead..... and his hand used to come  to your mouth you would just feel his hand with your chin cos you werent to touch him as he ask u not to and u make up for it by those lil touches.... living evry detial of his that beutiiiiiiiiiiifulllllllllly highhhhhhhhh that highhhhhhhhhhhh sooooooooooo sooooooooooooooooooo ghigh on him......

his eyesss his blinks his smileeeeeeeee his straight face when that moment he could feeeeeeel you wanting to hold him touch him..... and the waaaaaaaaay he just stayed looking at you miss him that waaaaaay............. lik you oucld just seeeeeeense it he knew could feeeeel how much you were missing him... it ws that beuuuutiful weird elplesss feeeeeeeeelin chalieeeeeeeeee........ like he knew wht he was going to do next n yet lloved u wnted to love u........

u feeeeeeeelin wanting to feeeeeeel him touch him hold him it ws thoe frst time feeeeels tht u coundt help but feeeeeeeel depsite of it alll feeeling tht weird like smthings going wrong n yet coudnte help but feeeeel........... cos u had never felt tht wyaaa befreee......

even in his rooom when u sit over his bed and his sisteeer insists on comin to her room soon.... n wlks out n you try to get to hold him once.... he asks  you not to touch him..... n go to her room.... pata niii kyaaa kyuuuuuuuu just wnteeeeeeeed to hold him once chalieeeeeeeee...........

it ws that rush that firs timeee eveeer feeeeeel to just live all him.......

n when he asks u not ot to get off fataaak n try to wlk to her room but u cudnt walk like feeeet offff the groun wliii feeeeeeeelin uskeeeeeee chaaapal peheen ke goomri thiii chaaapaal pe per he ni jaaraa thaa.... and the waaaaaaaaay he trie sto hold u like liting you n this time u ask him not to touch u....cos in that momnt if he didd u kneeeeeeeeeeeeee u wudnnnt stay off him away frm him...... 

eveeen writeing now this beuuuuutifullly streeenge u exxcctly knowwwwwwwwwwww hw u felt in tht moment........... the sec when he triees to hold u lift you up in his arms to dop in his sister room.... as u cuddnt walk that high..... n u move awaaaay ask him not to.......

that sec if he didddd u knwwwwwww u wudnttt be ableto stay awaaay frm him...

that oneeeeeeeee feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelinnn to just liiivin those moment as he feeeds u birnai..... mayb then toooo he knewww wht u felt for him n that waaay it ws his bahanaa to stay longeeer close to u.... in a waaaay lettin u live him.... it ws that beuuuuuuuuuuutifullly weird cos all u wnted to ws just feeeeeel him n knowin u cudnnnt u weree just liivng his detils hands that restlees mind tht beuuuuuuutifullly high on all his details.... to the moments when suddenly cud feeeeel u misssing him wnting to hold him tht one sudden xpreeesin staright face n sits a lil lcoser n yet not a touch singleee one......

to once done n just befoeee leving leves a chummmi on the fohead n thtaaaaaaaaaa momenttttttttttt aisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dillllllllll huaaaaaaaaaaa chalieeeeeeeeee bassss pakaaaaaad lenaaaaaaaaaaaa uskuuuuuuuuu ek baaaaaaaaaaaar bas pakaaaaaaaaad loooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to let go of allllllllllllll that misssssin tht nite.............. 

to just holddddddddd him awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

som momenestssssss n this feeeeeeeeeeeelin now againnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is what his music dos to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!