Some visuals!!

 It's that hit of realisation and just by your face he gets it again that it indeed was because of him again.....there was that sense of immense Khushi in him charlie suddenly like when you randomly mention something about liking something loving something as absolutebfav Nd then realise that you know that because he recommended and that face to just know like from the very start to love something he loved again it somehow didn't happen intentional like he loves both Beatles and pink Floyd and you do too but you are more of the pink Floyd person!!!!!

Today standing just looking at the tee it was you with him on that late night drive back home as he talks bout pink Floyd and the story behind the track andbyou just living that beauty of the moment of him sharing something that he loved that much with you.....like today that same feel living a present with a vibe beauuutiful vibe of the yesterday...back then too you were reliving those zillion moments from earlier when he usedbto share things he loved with you.....truly the most beautiful est crazy diamond of your life...

Stopped posting off late like when missing him the hardest or when the day gets too tough to handle work wise that need to see him when you find the managers fone and now realise he stopped posting prolly seeing someone as he did that pehle!!!!

Mind I tell you just doesn't go off even after being hit with the reality of the situation.....thanks to moments and the dreams!!!!

Eyes closed and how but heis still there with more love of his!!!!!

Still how you don't get it it's like he is there just there that beauuutifully there in all of his presence with all of his love for you.....like there are these talks expressions and he literally tells you still in love with you that's till you wake up...

And I swear charlie that transition from that moment of feeeling living that much of his love in more ways than one to the waking up landing back to this reality is something you can never get used to.....you still struggle every morning!!!!!

From that moment to the way those moments stay with you through the day is something else...like there is that work stress shoot stress work being delayed and then there is that one beautiful calm where you just get away from everything else for a bit stay with his sound at concu and that feeeel of just him in your mind the calm the something that it fills you with is BEAYTIFUL beyond words......