The place....

Suddenly when the weather sort of was all painted away with evey hue of monsoon....

Once there the lounge area checking in done to the room baggage done and that need to look around and this walkway with thise familiar big big pebble thing look up from there and that viewwwwwwwww of the sky above with star leafed trees around that was LOVE at first sight in a blink.....to just take those 360 degree turns away looking up was LOVE felt after the longest time possible!!!!!

Just that sight of those trees that rush of the wind rustle sound of the leaves and that slow sound of house music playing at a distance..... as you walk under that green star lit sky that familiar sight of the breakfast lounger area those vintage fans music playing and that rushhhhhhh of Him sitting at the table looking at you in that very moment with his sister right beside him mentioning bout bringing someone over earlier much before you and you were too lost in him to even ask care of why it even mattered.....all that mattered was Him in that moment that moennt of living that lil world of your own moment as he just looks you in the eye with taht one siganture smile smileeeeeeee of his being held away!!!!!!!!

Even writinf it now goooosebumps!!!!!!

Some moments!!!!!! Just like that!!!!!! Touched!!!!!!!!!!

Sooooo yah!!!!!!

The place where only he could order dal makhni with ravioli asking you to try things the untraditional way and her sister mentions bout him bringing some other girl iver same place back then before yiu and leaves it at that waiting for you to ask her the full story.....

But its that thing with trusting your love charlie.....back then you were so dead sure bout him and his love for you not being tainted away with anything or what come may.....like you were that dead sure bout the only thung in your life that mattered you!!!!!

Lil did you know!!!!!!!!

So it dint matter then cause ij that very moment the way he was living that one moment with you with that music playing in the background jsut smiling at you like he always knew that's all that mattered to you, his love for you...like even in that moment he that beauuuutifully knew if he did that if he lived that moment with you nkthing else would even matter....just that happens!!!!!!

It's that beauty of love charlie, when you have it live it love it that way find it that way what happened before doesn't really matter cause you are that sure of the love thatz when it doesn't really matter cause you are that sure it won't change no matter what.....that moment that conversation with his sister with Him was all n more bout that....

Much after that on your way back just him n you dropping you back home the first moment soon as his sister steps out takes the turn and that one look from him that one smileeee that one beauuuutiful pause plays some song over and then asks you you don't wanna ask anything and you just nod away and that one usual habit of his putting his arm out for you to lean over his shoulder.....

Writing some moments can be the worst way most beauuuutifully worst way possible difficult than when you'd relived it in your mind.....why writing out makes it this painfully difficult and yet beautiful ti live with...