My quarantine partner!

the partner now like for everything good bad or just those moments in the crowd too is his music.....

like its just there breathing flowing rushing through you !!

again a logic nobody else but you understand relate or connect with...

just does smthing be it his music or just a moment that comes with a background score sound of its own letting you live him for the moment.....

skipping the need to write away the morning today, but the second when your friend has this converstaion bout how she would ideally want to spend the day n all talking bout shows n random stuff all you could think of his psy beedi listening to him living his presence talking bout aything to everything that he wishes to and you just be with that beauuuuuuuuutiful state of mind and listen to him live him talk.....

theres that one beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuty charlie that one ONE beauty to just live him talk bout smthing anything at all..... to just see him no wonder this one picture of his with his sister at some event where he is holding a mike and that one looooooooooooooooooooove for that one picture cause you missed hearing him just by seeing that one pic of his and the waaaaaaay it just stayed with you that moment that one presence and also maybe cause he looked that sexy in that one picture..... donnoooooo how or what like mostly its bout him looking that adoooooorable gorgeous beautiful and the likes but this one pic of his stayed with you in your mind like you shut your eyes and that one moment that one pic is all you can see......

not sure cause he looked that sexy in that full glory of his beauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutiful daaadi or was it the moment more where you missed hearing him.....

sooooooooooooo yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa where to where only it went !!!!!!!!!!

in your mind as your friend talks bout it you could think of all the things you wouldve looooved to with him..... 

strange nai charlie this lil weird heart....

when you knowwwwwww the reality of it and you are struggling to keep off from it all you do end up letting your heart live for a bit in moments like these....

just cause in that moment it does make your heart wander to the place to the person it ever loved... MOST !!!!!!

smoking up his psy beedi living his presence wrestling away being dropped on bed of all the other things that you hold your mind off from these lil lilthings including living his presence..... its things like these that your mind plays on like suddenly you lose track of whats happening around or before you in that case as your friend still keeps talking and you cant hear a thing cause your mind is lost and away and HOW !!!!!!!!!!!

you know its waste you know it doesnt even make any sense anymore and YET !!!!!!!!!!

smthings you just cant help !!!!!!!!!

to the moment smtime back and that one feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel again it leaves you with !!!!!!!!!

no matter how and what the reality is this one thing closest to you like nothing no one is His music.... he doesnt like songs n stuff anymore and yet that one wait every single day or through the day to just find his msuic its that nai samaj ata kind of feel with it charlie.... like you also self wonder smtimes why bolke but just is smthing.....

also why thats one thing you couldnt change like you could lose the key to the bag of his stuff just so you dont go back to it.... but thi sone thing cause this now completes you in ways you could never possibly write out or express.....

just does smthing....

like today too after that moment it just made your heart smile.....

it wasnt even his song but that moment that one feel ever since watching thsi show that he def might like it too agains mthing you couldnt change.... evrytime you across food place or thing that you know he might like too you just cant help it !!!!!!!!!

to that moment when you feeeeeeeeel him it just made your heart smile....

your quarantine partner, His music... 

you have these moments of irony and then smthing just clicks just does smthing makes it better for the moment.........

selfie thoo banta he thaa !!!