all of us knowingly and unknowingly mostly like in this some sort of quest and its only when you decide to stay is when you know that was the one you were really looking for...
him having found his reason to stay , you now begins yours....
it was always him charlie even this need to wriet out the mind was because you missed talking to him missed talking to your best friend when mad scared happy or just bad.....
there were these few lines on one of your most fav pages that you dont remember exactly of now....
but it was smthing bout how wished smtimes not having met someone at all that way you wuoldnt have to live by the day knowing they existed and yet didnt exist with or for you.....
smthing like that and that exact same feeeeeeeling why having experienced it all having lived a Him with this now !!!!!!!!!!!
the dreams the moments that make you feel hsi presence that strongly that almst every time makes you wonder how could that possibly be to sometimes talking yourself out through that moemnt by reminding yourself !!!!!!!
time n again.....
ajeeb lagta charlie kabi maloom its like suddenly youve disappeared like you dont exist its all ajeeb to take it all in working doing best as you can to just live with it but nai hora ajeeb lagra and everytime you feel this ki nai hora takes you back to that question of his laying over lap holding you away under your apartment what if someday you dont have me in your life.......
didnt know what to answer back then donno today or how you would !!!!!!!
llife should def come with a manual like this is how you gotta work yourself out of some situation this is how you need to cope and live with things..... this is how you gotta love and just bout that much this is how you gotta be you know stuff like those just so you knowwwww before hand !!!
the to do and the not to do stuff !!
him having found his reason to stay , you now begins yours....
it was always him charlie even this need to wriet out the mind was because you missed talking to him missed talking to your best friend when mad scared happy or just bad.....
there were these few lines on one of your most fav pages that you dont remember exactly of now....
but it was smthing bout how wished smtimes not having met someone at all that way you wuoldnt have to live by the day knowing they existed and yet didnt exist with or for you.....
smthing like that and that exact same feeeeeeeling why having experienced it all having lived a Him with this now !!!!!!!!!!!
the dreams the moments that make you feel hsi presence that strongly that almst every time makes you wonder how could that possibly be to sometimes talking yourself out through that moemnt by reminding yourself !!!!!!!
time n again.....
ajeeb lagta charlie kabi maloom its like suddenly youve disappeared like you dont exist its all ajeeb to take it all in working doing best as you can to just live with it but nai hora ajeeb lagra and everytime you feel this ki nai hora takes you back to that question of his laying over lap holding you away under your apartment what if someday you dont have me in your life.......
didnt know what to answer back then donno today or how you would !!!!!!!
llife should def come with a manual like this is how you gotta work yourself out of some situation this is how you need to cope and live with things..... this is how you gotta love and just bout that much this is how you gotta be you know stuff like those just so you knowwwww before hand !!!
the to do and the not to do stuff !!
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