Trying to look for that picture and you realise you deleted it actually!!!!
Soooo yah it’s that strange lostness all these weeks almost to this you now it’s this one state of mind you’ve been on last few days like it’s your most looooved most lived time of the year cause you literally moon walk back through each day and back in time again……
It’s these beauuuutiful glimpses of him from back then the walks with him the sound of his chuckles and realising that feeeeel of fallling in loooove with someone’s smile someone’s sound of laughter to just their whole presence and the waaaaaaay it makes you feel on the inside…
Like it’s not this or tat about them that you loove but the entirety of them just their mere presence makes your heart feel things away that nothing else prolly did or could…
These beauuuutiful versions of him like his sound of voice this clear even as you write ye kya karri karely when he finds you living him away on drives that shy smile as he says that the tone of his voice as he says that that was his most said line back then…..then he would pull you closer saying apan aisa baithenge so I can drive in peace and you could still live him from his lap too and the waaaaay he would that adoooooorably chuckle away looking down at you lost in him…cause the night before both of you on the cal till morning hours and he would ask you to get a quick shut eye as he drives…….but ayyyaaaaaaaa that loooooooove that joyyyyyyy living his details used to give you…….
It’s that feeeeeel it used to make your heart feeeo away ayyyaaaaa even as you write now close your eyes to relive him singaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa you gorgeous lil big adoooooooorable human I swear!!!!!!
Some moments nai woooosh bolke they just pop like right right now now him looking ahead at the road and your view from his lap ABSOLUTE BLISS ABSOLUTE LOOOOVE!!!!!!
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