This day on the calendar and of all the things when you had to attend some society meeting that goes on for hours morning morning worst thing possible!!!!!
Lil did you know back then that one movie that one drive will soon be changing the course and way of your life and your entirety too for life...
That one human who just walked into your life will change and transform you for life and howwwweeeee!!!!
His face from back then his expressions from the drive to sanghi him getting those gulmohar for you and it did become your ultimate fav flower for life I say...
Ever since then no matter where you are places traffic's any sighting of the gulmohars brings him along brings his facial adooooorable facial expressions along...
Said it before will say it over and over again and has become the ultimate reality of your life, if you truly love someone from the core of your soul love them soul soakingly every sec of your life cherish every moment spent every breath breathed in their presence every blink every smile every smirk live these moments even random most moments of them just strolling around talking to someone laughing at someone and not just you alone CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW!!!!!!!
Him not being in your life was something you'd NEVER EVER IMAGINED yes there was that sense of strange uncomfortbess that day when y9ur familys dinner at his place strange weird fear in the stomach that sense of uneasyness it's only now you know.....that was your soul screaming at you in silence how it's soon going to change moment after moment from here on...
Never did for a second think wonder what' it's going to be like not seeing him for a week leave alone for over 10 years now not hearing the sound of his voice on the call on your face telling you I love you karely whatsupppp karely kya ghooorri karely!!!!
It hit you like a storm stranded in the middle of nowhere that lostness still there and you just keep your mind pre occupied trying not to venture into those layers of the mind...it's that feel of staying afloat being on the surface of missing him and not diving too deep...cause you knowww!!!!!
That one human of your life for life - One walking talking breathing form of all things looooove and magic...!
Sing miyaaaaa!!!!!!!
Today the missing is on another level only aaj tho!!!!!!
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