Birthday!!

 Every single this ritual your heart does on his birthday thank his mom away the most possible like literally shut your eyes tight and thank aunty away for him!!!

It does happen with everybody that crosses your path in life it’s that one person that one soul that changes it all away etched away literally in you…..and that very date that did bring him on this planet forever grateful for life for this epic date 21st October!!!!!!

Like you get excited almost as the date comes closer counting away one more day to go it’s nothing and yet everything to you…..to actually cutting a cake every year on this very day celebrating that one magic of a human…

Him insisting back then to go out with him as you had a deadline post gym to be home at that specific time within that specific time and not be late couldn’t be late…so he comes up with the idea of bunking the gym time away and instead be with him……and you finally go you should’ve seen his face that day charlie that one widest smile on him playing his fink music loud sharing things away with you it’s also actually the very same day he takes you to his fav galli now your guessing 110 percent it’s prashasan Nagar lane….to melting moments him asking if you would like to have the same flavour as his fav one strawberry strip even as he utters the name his tone his mouth salivates that adoooooorably and that’s how you know it was his ultimate fav flavour……

Still holding the cup as it comes he looks at you smiles slow looking you in the eyes pauses that beauuuuutifully asks you would you like to have it the way I do it tastes 1000 times better this way and you nod and he squishes stirs the soul away of the ice cream and checks the textures and then gives it you without having had a single spoon of his ice team until now….

One spoon you try and by your expression the waaaaaay it makes him that happy it was also the first time you actually loved the raisin like dry fruit in it cause before that that was one thing nobody could make you eat absolutely not, but again it’s him you ofc had to love that too!!!!!

Like even now cooked raisin just doesn’t never goes in your mouth but back then what was it just like raisin but not raisin in that ice cream yaaaaaa black currant and it did become your fav too…..

It’s like one page after the other of his did beccome your most fav one……

It’s his face his expressions his that one smile everytime he smiled that way it used to take your poooora heart away I swear!!!!!

Like even at his Dd place that one time before leaving he just stands there and smiles that one smile particular smile of his and you just stand there with that feeeeeeeel ayyyaaaaa how do u even step away from him how do you go back him him smiling at you that way and the waaaaaay just by your face he realises what he just did to your mind in that moment and that one chuckle of his adooooorably kya hai reh tu it’s been years now and you still look at me like this like it’s the first time….and that nod follows after it’s like it touches your soul away charlie like you know holds you in a way it’s that pull it’s that pause like you can’t move thunk anything else but him and that smile of his……

Ayyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa thinking of it now miyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!