Zoned!!

 Some days the mind and the mood is in a different time zone only!!

It's been one of those severe doses of nostalgia today like you've suddenly landed back in 2009 and living him away from back then.......like by the end of the day after a whole day of time travel the way this him now almost feels like a stranger except for the dream him...which is the him from today but in dreams with the same love for you still!!

As much as it sounds confusing writing it out it feels waaaaaay more co fusing inside your head especially after the today's dream....

Like the him fr today and the way he despises your presence is like he never loved you only!!

Like it's all in your head kinda vibe!!!!!!!

To the most loved moment where your heart every single time does this lil happy dance the Red Circle around him and soon as you see it in evening it's bout his work with his sister for the studio and when you watch it in some sceme thers your Aditya apartment in the background that clearly visible and that one constant thing everytime with his work, it has his hands on it kinda loooooove and pride that you are filled with every single time...

It's been a half day working day cause too many things to work on and yet with moments like these today this heart of yours zoned to all things him...

Like literally you were walking through 2009 today the mornings with him the evenings with him the late nights with him every lil detail rushing through you to the end of the day when your mom mentions bout if you would be doing your karva chauth this year too as it's on 26th mahashivrayri as it's been hectic and late nights at work and you just nod with a yes.......like ofcourse there's no if or maybe in that!!!!!

U don't even know if he still does over the years but something's nai they make you feel complete in a certain way and you just can't help but want to feel it that way that specific day and also look forward for that feeeeeeeel of him from this day every single year...in the strangest of ways it makes you feel closer to him this one day!!

It's been a weird mix of day with too many him high feels to maxest of lows strangely!!