Visuals!!!!

 The way it brings back all those mosttttttr LOVED memories of him on a Skype call!! To this particular one from his Versova flat which had this big sheet paper roll right behind him and you jokingly ask him if all those were tissue rolls!!

At work on a work FaceTime with the Pernia pop up team in Bombay and discussing bout how many in total of each they would require with every campaign launch and they mention of bout 6-7 pieces of each design so say there’s a campaign of 6-10 designs they would require in total 700-800 total designs roughly plus we need to have a website mandatory so in total the final launch in Bombay goes to 2-3 months from now…and this has been delayed because of your accident earlier and today when you were still in middle of this conversation somebody from her office plays Tera hone Kaha boon at the back…that very moment the way your mind all of you in that instant flight mode of everything him him looking at you as he drives whilst the song plays like that moment THIS clear even after decades!!

And you get off saying an excuse me urgent call thing and that need to see him tabhi k tabhiiiii and there he was ayyyaaaaaaaaa the most loved circle of your life I say!!!!!

Play it and it was a FaceTime call with ringo that one LUCKIEST fellow I swear him looking his gorgeousssssssssssest self with a daaaaaadi him in daadi your ultimate and ONLY weakness of life I say!!!!

To the blue and white plaid shirt and that combination somehow everytime takes you back on the treadmill watching him look that beauuuuuuutoful for the first time in full clothes!!!!!!

It’s this feeeeeeel you realise the beautiful itch khujli it gives you on the tips of your fingers everytime you see a red and blue striped polo tee the waaaaaaaaay it always takes you back to holding his arm and feeling his skin away beneath the tee as that was that fineeeeeee the fabric of the tee…..

To the same beauuuuuuuuutoful itch on your skin cheeks and lips as and when you live that beauty of him in daaaadi!!!!!

It’s that very instance the way your heart goes ayyyaaaaaayooooooooooooooo this one fellow this one face in the world I say!!!!!!

How much you’ve wished for just that one face for life I say!!!!!

It’s the wqaaaaaaaay it makes you feel on the inside apart from the mush there’s this feeeeeeeeeeel of how you loooooove every detail of his face away in numerous ways possible and not only by the fire ways……it’s almost every way possible just that one face ayyyaaaaa even as you write and relive that moment how lucky how truly lucky did even rjmgo get I say!!!!!

Coming home this smile on you giving up writing slowly but also this inside missing scream after living him away you just had too….

And of all the days today you insist your mom on coming to the studio to decide for the collab with Pernia and this happens…

It’s also when you miss the very reason that him having you on WhatsApp had made you happiest to just being in his inner circle and not just a onlooker living the beauty of him away……

But today’s moment the epic timing of things and the way it makes you feel today heart happiest I say!!!!!

Yo landing to words like these every word with a visual him holding you off the ground oookijg you in the eye as he holds you and pulls you down on the floor back…

Some visuals nai etched forever I say!!